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 Posted: Oct 24 2016, 11:29 AM
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[u]Part One: The Basics[/u]

1. What is your name?
2. Do you have any nicknames? If you do, who gave it to you and why?
3. How old are you now?
4. When were you born?
5. Where do you call home now?
6. To what social class do you belong?
7. What is your eye color?
8. What is your hair color?
9. Do you have any distinguishing facial features?
10. Do you have any birthmarks? Where are they?
11. Do you have any scars? How did you get them?
12. Do you have any tattoos or other markings? How and why did you get them?
13. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
14. Are you right or left handed?
15. What does your voice sound like?
16. How do you dress most of the time?
17. How do you dress up?
18. How do you dress down?
19. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
20. Do you wear any jewelry?
21. What words and/or phrases do you use frequently?
22. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
23. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they and how do you plan to get rid of them?
24. Do you have a lifelong dream or aspiration?
25. Do you own a mount (or other form of transportation)? Why or why not? Describe it.
26. What is your current state of mind?

[u]Part Two: Family[/u]

27. How close are you to your family?
28. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Describe them.
29. Have you started your own family? Describe them if you do. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
30. Who was your Father and what was he like?
31. Who was your Mother and what was she like?
32. Who are you closest to in your family?
33. Is there someone in your family you wish you were closer to?
34. What was your parent’s marriage like?
35. Did they remain married? If not, how did that affect you? When did they split?
36. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
37. What is the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you?
38. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to one of your siblings?
39. When’s the last time you saw a member of your family? Where are they now?
40. Did you meet any other family members? (Aunts Uncles, etc) Describe them.

[u]Part Three: Friends and Relationships with Others[/u]

41. In general, how do you treat other people that you have just met?
42. Does your treatment of people change depending on how well you know them and if so how?
43. Who is the most important person in your life and why?
44. Who is the person you respect the most and why?
45. Who are your friends? Describe them.
46. Do you have a best friend? Describe them.
47. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
48. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who and why?
49. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
50. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
51. Do you tend to argue with people or avoid conflict?
52. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
53. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
54. Do you care what others think of you?
55. What habit do others have that annoys you the most?
56. What is the most important quality you look for in a friend?
57. What do you most value in your friends?

[u]Part Four: Growing Up (Childhood)[/u]

58. Where were you born?
59. Where did you grow up?
60. How would you describe your childhood in general?
61. What is your earliest memory?
62. What is your fondest childhood memory?
63. What is your worst childhood memory?
64. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
65. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
66. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
67. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
68. As a child, what was your favorite toy?
69. As a child, what was your favorite game to play?

[u]Part Five: Growing Up (Teen/Young Adult)[/u]

70. How much schooling have you had?
71. Did you enjoy school?
72. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
73. While growing up, did you have any role models other than your parents? Describe them.
74. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
75. How old were you when you went on your first date? Describe the date.
76. What is your favorite memory from your teen years?
77. What is your worst memory from your teen years?
78. When and with whom was your first kiss?
79. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
80. Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.

[u]Part Six: Past Influences[/u]

81. What do you consider the most important even of your life so far?
82. Who has had the most influence on you?
83. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
84. What is your greatest regret?
85. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
86. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
87. When was the time you were the most frightened?
88. What is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you?
89. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
90. What is your best memory?
91. What is your worst memory?
92. When and where were you the happiest?

[u]Part Seven: Beliefs and Opinions[/u]

93. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?
94. What is your greatest fear?
95. Have you told any one your fear before?
96. Who would be the one person you’d never tell your fear?
97. What are your religious views?
98. What are your political views?
99. What are your views on sex?
100. Are you able to kill?
101. Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
102. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
103. Do you believe in the existence of soul males and/or true love?
104. What do you believe makes a successful life?
105. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings? (Meaning do you hide your true self from others and in what way?)
106. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
107. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
108. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? (or go to extremes for?)
109. What is your best feature, in your opinion?
110. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any types that people should never do? Why or why not?
111. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
112. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?

[u]Part Eight: Likes and Dislikes[/u]

113. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
114. What is your most treasured possession?
115. What is your favorite color? Why?
116. What is your least favorite color? Why?
117. What is your favorite food? Why?
118. What is your least favorite food? Why?
119. What is your favorite sound? Why?
120. What is your least favorite sound? Why?
121. What is your favorite smell/scent? Why?
122. What is your least favorite smell/scent? Why?
123. What, if anything, do you like to read?
124. What is your idea of good entertainment?
125. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
126. What makes you laugh?
127. What makes you laugh out loud, hysterically?
128. What makes you cry?
129. What makes you cry, hysterically?
130. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
131. What would you do if you couldn’t sleep and had to find something to amuse yourself?
132. How do you deal with stress?
133. Are you spontaneous or do you always need to have a plan?
134. What are your pet peeves?
135. Where do you go when you’re angry or depressed?
136. What do you do when you’re bored?
137. What type of music do you like? Favorite bands or musicians?
138. What tape or CD hasn’t left your player since you bought it? Why?
139. What song is “your song”? Why?
140. What is your favorite movie? Why?
141. What is your least favorite movie? Why?
142. What is your favorite stage play? Why?
143. What is your least favorite stage play? Why?
144. What is your favorite book? Why?
145. What is your least favorite book? Why?
146. Who is your favorite author/writer? Why?
147. Who is your least favorite author/writer? Why?
148. What do you watch on Television?
149. What annoys you more than anything else?
150. What time of day is your favorite? Why?
151. What time of day is your least favorite? Why?
152. What kind of weather is your favorite? Why?
153. What kind of weather is your least favorite? Why?
154. What is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen?
155. What is the most awful thing you have ever seen?
156. What is your favorite drink? Why?
157. What is your least favorite drink? Why?
158. What is your favorite animal? Why?
159. What is your least favorite animal? Why?
160. What sorts of things embarrass you?

[u]Part Nine: Self Image[/u]

161. Describe a normal day for you.
162. How do you feel when your routine is disrupted?
163. What is your greatest strength as a person?
164. What is your greatest weakness?
165. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
166. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
167. Are you generally organized or messy?
168. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at.
169. Name three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
170. What are your reasons for being an adventurer or heroic? Are your real reasons different than the ones you tell other people in public? If so, detail both reasons.
171. What three words best describe your personality?
172. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
173. What about you is heroic?
174. Are you a better lead or follower? Why?
175. What is your responsibility to the world? Why?
176. What do you like about yourself?
177. What don’t you like about yourself?
178. What do you find most relaxing? (not stress relief, but something that actually calms you down.)
179. What talent would you most like to have?

[u]Part Ten: Occupation & Finance[/u]

180. What is your occupation? (If you don’t have one, where does your money come from?)
181. Do you like your job?
182. What is your boss/employer like?
183. What are your co-workers like?
184. Do you get along with your co-workers?
185. Which co-workers don’t you get along with and why?
186. What is something you had to learn that you hated?
187. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why?
188. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money, what would you do with it?

[u]Part Eleven: Drug & Alcohol[/u]

189. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If yes, why? Do you want to quit?
190. How old were you when you had your first drink? Did you like it? Why or why not?
191. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like?
192. Do you drink on a regular basis?
193. What kind of alcohol do you prefer?
194. Have you ever tried any kind of “mood altering” substance? Which ones? Describe the experience.

[u]Part Twelve: Sex & Intimacy[/u]

195. Have you ever been in love? What happened?
196. Have you ever had your heart broken?
197. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why?
198. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? Describe the experience.
199. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Describe the experience.
200. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it?
201. What was the wildest thing you have done, sexually? Describe the experience.
202. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice that can be considered non-standard? Why do you like it?
203. Do you currently have a lover? Describe them, what you are attracted to, and what the relationship is like.
204. What is the perfect romantic date?
205. Describe your perfect partner.
206. Do you ever want to get married? When do you see this happening?
207. Do you want children? Why or why not?
208. What is more important, sex or intimacy? Why?
209. What was your most recent romantic relationship like? Who was it with?
210. What’s the worth thing you’ve done to someone you love?

[u]Part Thirteen: Morality[/u]

211. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of?
212. What one act in your past are you most proud of?
213. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won?
214. What do you feel most strongly about?
215. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people?
216. What trait do you find most admirable and how often do you find it?
217. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or arts? (i.e., sex, violence, etc). What and why or why not?
218. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why or why not?
219. Do you think redemption is possible? Why or why not?
220. Is there something you think is absolutely unforgivable? What is it?
221. Is it okay for men to cry?
222. Is it okay for you to cry?
223. What do you think is wrong with most people, overall?
224. What is the worst thing you could ever do to someone you hated?
225. Do you have feelings that disturb you? What and why?
226. On what occasions do you lie?
227. Do you think it is okay to lie?

[u]Part Fourteen: Supernatural Awareness[/u]

228. Tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities.
229. What do you think now of being supernatural? Is it cool or have you been screwed?
230. Do you have a mentor? Describe them and how you became their student.
231. Do you have any magical items? Where did you get them?
232. Think of a major event that happened during your training/initiation. Describe the experience.
233. What is something you had to learn during your training that you hated? Why did you hate it?
234. What is something you had to learn during your training that you loved? Why did you love it?

[u]Part Fifteen: Goals and Future[/u]

235. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
236. Where do you see yourself in five years?
237. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
238. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
239. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?

[u]Part Sixteen: Misc.[/u]

240. If you could, what advice would you, the hero, give to the villain? Or If you could, why would you, the villain want the hero to be at your side or part of your team?
241. What was the worst injury you’ve ever received? How did it happen?
242. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish?
243. What would you wish for if you ever found a genie?
244. If your house burned down, what one thing would you want to save?
245. Describe yourself sitting in your favorite spot.
246. How do you go to sleep and how do you wake up? (position, routine, etc)
247. What is a dream (during sleep) that you have often?
248. What is a day dream that you have often?
249. If you were to die and come back as any person or thing, what or who would you want to be?
250. What is your motto?
251. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?
252. What time period do you wish you could have lived in? Why? (This is not a chance to change history.) What appeals to you about this era?
253. If you could go back to any point in history and change something, what would it be?


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Part One: The Basics

1. What is your name? Mason Walker
2. Do you have any nicknames? If you do, who gave it to you and why? Moose, got it from my guys in Group. Why though? Well, I'm big, and I'm from Alaska. You figure it out.
3. How old are you now? Thirty-eight going on eighteen.
4. When were you born? Back in 1982
5. Where do you call home now? Haven, Colorado
6. To what social class do you belong? I'm a military man.
7. What is your eye color? Blue as the sky itself.
8. What is your hair color? Chocolate brown. But it's got a nice glow of red in the sun.
9. Do you have any distinguishing facial features? Folks always say I've got a strong jaw.
10. Do you have any birthmarks? Where are they? None I can think of.
11. Do you have any scars? How did you get them? Got a couple, some from being a dumb kid, others from being a dumb kid in the army.
12. Do you have any tattoos or other markings? How and why did you get them? Hell, most of my upper body is covered in ink.
13. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? Healthy as a fuckin' ox!
14. Are you right or left handed? Right handed but I'm trained ambidexturous.
15. What does your voice sound like? Nice and low, with a bit of gravel to it.
16. How do you dress most of the time? Always a fan of jeans, t-shirt and a good pair of boots.
17. How do you dress up? Ha, a nice pair of jeans, button down shirt and clean boots.
18. How do you dress down? Try question number 16, there's your answer.
19. What do you wear when you go to sleep? I'm buck, fuckin naked when I sleep. Commando!
20. Do you wear any jewelry? Nope.
21. What words and/or phrases do you use frequently? Ain't, shit, damn and fuck.
22. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I've got a drawl I've never quite been able to get rid of.
23. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they and how do you plan to get rid of them? Some folks say I'm an asshole. Fuck 'em.
24. Do you have a lifelong dream or aspiration? I always wanted my own private hot tub with half-a-dozen, assorted sexy ladies at my disposal.
25. Do you own a mount (or other form of transportation)? Why or why not? Describe it. None of my own. I just drive what Blackwood gives me.
26. What is your current state of mind? Horney as hell.

Part Two: Family

27. How close are you to your family? Well, we were close before shit went to hell.
28. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Describe them. Nope.
29. Have you started your own family? Describe them if you do. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? Ha, no I haven't. And I probably won't. Kinda stupid to have kids in this world now.
30. Who was your Father and what was he like? Earl Walker Jr. He was a mean sonofabitch but he was good people.
31. Who was your Mother and what was she like? Delilah Walker, sweetest momma any son could ever ask for.
32. Who are you closest to in your family? My mom, don't know if she's around anymore though.
33. Is there someone in your family you wish you were closer to? Not really. Always had a good relationship with my folks.
34. What was your parent’s marriage like? Pretty good actually. Ma and Pa were pretty traditional, and it worked for 'em.
35. Did they remain married? If not, how did that affect you? When did they split? Sure did, those two had been together since high school.
36. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? None whatsoever.
37. What is the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you? Doesn't apply.
38. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to one of your siblings?Doesn't apply.
39. When’s the last time you saw a member of your family? Where are they now? Shit, about a month before the outbreak. Went back home for a couple weeks of leave. They're still back in Alaska though.
40. Did you meet any other family members? (Aunts Uncles, etc) Describe them. Had an uncle and aunt. Sweet folks that lived in Nebraska. Met 'em a few times whenever they'd come up to visit to hunt with my Pa and me.

Part Three: Friends and Relationships with Others

41. In general, how do you treat other people that you have just met? Depends on if they look like assholes or not.
42. Does your treatment of people change depending on how well you know them and if so how? Well duh. I ain't gonna treat some random jackass like one of my boys. You've gotta earn this man's trust.
43. Who is the most important person in your life and why? Any of the twelve guys on my team. We keep each other alive and it's as simple as that.
44. Who is the person you respect the most and why? Any of my twelve. We've been through hell and back together. This world right now ain't shit for us.
45. Who are your friends? Describe them. My boys of course. Rowdy, raunchy, heavy drinking sons of bitches. But damn it, they're operator as fuck!
46. Do you have a best friend? Describe them. I've got twelve of 'em, look at number 46.
47. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Reference question number 46.
48. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who and why? Again, reference question number 46.
49. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? Do you fucking read dude?
50. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? Any of these little shits that hunker behind the fence and let the hard men do the fighting for them. Pick up a fucking rifle and help!
51. Do you tend to argue with people or avoid conflict? I'm not above arguing but I ain't gonna put myself in a fight I can't win. Then again, I've never lost a fight.
52. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? Depends on how stupid my boys are being or not.
53. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? I'll pass on the large groups, they make me uncomfortable.
54. Do you care what others think of you? Not one fucking bit.
55. What habit do others have that annoys you the most? Laziness, can't stand that shit.
56. What is the most important quality you look for in a friend? Integrity man, if I can't trust you then I don't like you.
57. What do you most value in your friends? Their outright loyalty.

Part Four: Growing Up (Childhood)

58. Where were you born? Anchorage, Alaska
59. Where did you grow up? Anchorage
60. How would you describe your childhood in general? Hard, in all the right ways.
61. What is your earliest memory? When I was five and thought I could handle my dad's 30-06.
62. What is your fondest childhood memory? When I thought I could handle my dad's 30-06. No seriously, that shit was hilarious. My shoulder was bruised for days.
63. What is your worst childhood memory? The day my old lab Sally died. She was a good ol' bird dog.
64. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? Ha, a soldier, just like my dad.
65. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Hunting and fishing.
66. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? Oh I was always an adrenaline loving smartass.
67. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? I guess? My friends and I got along, and that's all that mattered to me.
68. As a child, what was your favorite toy? Do firearms count as toys?
69. As a child, what was your favorite game to play? I loved target shooting, if you can call that a game.

Part Five: Growing Up (Teen/Young Adult)

70. How much schooling have you had? I've got a Bachelor's in Counter-Terrorism Analytics
71. Did you enjoy school? Well enough I guess.
72. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? The Army. You pick up a couple things when you're with Group.
73. While growing up, did you have any role models other than your parents? Describe them. Not really. Always mostly just looked up to my dad as the model figure in my life.
74. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? Pretty well I suppose.
75. How old were you when you went on your first date? Describe the date. Ha, I was fifteen and swung straight to home out in the deer stand.
76. What is your favorite memory from your teen years? Hell, getting my first rifle from my dad. Was a Savage .270. Wish I still had it, she was a great rifle.
77. What is your worst memory from your teen years? When my mother was diagnosed with breast cancer. She pulled through though, tough gal.
78. When and with whom was your first kiss? On my first date when I was fifteen.
79. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? Ha, fuck no I ain't. Hit up number 75 for a refresher.
80. Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. My dad was always my biggest influence, and still is.

Part Six: Past Influences

81. What do you consider the most important even of your life so far? The day I signed my contract into the Army.
82. Who has had the most influence on you? My father did and still does.
83. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Getting my green beret.
84. What is your greatest regret? Not being able to bring back all of my boys from deployments.
85. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Most people think killing is evil, and I've done a lot of that in my life time.
86. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? None anyone knows about.
87. When was the time you were the most frightened? First deployment, our convoy got hit with an IED and accurate mortar fire from a nearby ridge.
88. What is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you? Ha, when I got caught screwing my first date.
89. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? Picking a different route on my second deployment.
90. What is your best memory? Getting home with all of my boys after my fourth deployment.
91. What is your worst memory? The first time my team ever took casualties in Afghanistan, back in 2001. Small arms fire, mortar fire, it was a fucking shit show.
92. When and where were you the happiest? Honestly? I'm pretty damn happy right now. The world is simple, and a target rich environment.

Part Seven: Beliefs and Opinions

93. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? I'm a realist.
94. What is your greatest fear? Losing all of my boys.
95. Have you told any one your fear before? Duh. We've all got the same fear.
96. Who would be the one person you’d never tell your fear? Not really sure to be honest. Probably the civilians?
97. What are your religious views? I'm an Atheist.
98. What are your political views? I was a Libertarian.
99. What are your views on sex? Can I have more?
100. Are you able to kill? Really guy?
101. Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? Never kill the innocent. Always kill the bastards.
102. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Standing idle.
103. Do you believe in the existence of soul males and/or true love? Nope.
104. What do you believe makes a successful life? Going after whatever the hell it is you want in life, and not stopping until you've got it. Fuck barriers, breach that shit and charge forward!
105. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings? (Meaning do you hide your true self from others and in what way?) I'm a pretty straightforward kind of guy. But I don't wear my heart on a sleeve.
106. Do you have any biases or prejudices? Who doesn't?
107. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why? I will never, under any fucking circumstance, leave my guys behind just to save my own ass.
108. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? (or go to extremes for?) Any of my boys. And even if they don't deserve it, I'll keep killing for the folks in Haven.
109. What is your best feature, in your opinion? My absolute fucking inability to sit still.
110. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any types that people should never do? Why or why not? Always loved me a little weed and beer.
111. What is your idea of perfect happiness? A nice cabin, good dog, room full of guns, and a sexy little lady cooking me bacon with nothing but an apron on.
112. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? When you've gotten so low you refuse to move.

Part Eight: Likes and Dislikes

113. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? Hunting, hands down.
114. What is your most treasured possession? My AK. It's not the traditional service rifle but it's done me right.
115. What is your favorite color? Why? Always loved blue, just sort of calms me down.
116. What is your least favorite color? Why? Yellow, shit is like red to a bull for me. Don't know why, it's just annoying to look at.
117. What is your favorite food? Why? Steak and eggs.
118. What is your least favorite food? Why? Anything with anchovies. Seriously, those things are nasty.
119. What is your favorite sound? Why? Birds, always reminds me of nature.
120. What is your least favorite sound? Why? Silence, it always means something is wrong.
121. What is your favorite smell/scent? Why? Nothing beats bacon grilling in the pan.
122. What is your least favorite smell/scent? Why? Burning bodies. Need I really explain?
123. What, if anything, do you like to read? I actually liked reading the old Lord of the Ring series.
124. What is your idea of good entertainment? You mean besides a hot fuck in my bunk?
125. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? At the bar with my boys, trying to find a decent lay.
126. What makes you laugh? Civilians. Dumbasses.
127. What makes you laugh out loud, hysterically? When a civilian tries to impress me.
128. What makes you cry? Losing a good friend.
129. What makes you cry, hysterically? Losing a good friend because of something I did.
130. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Shit, my skin is as thick as a boar's hide.
131. What would you do if you couldn’t sleep and had to find something to amuse yourself? See about a good lay. Nothing makes you fall asleep like having a good screw.
132. How do you deal with stress? Fucking or shooting, or drinking. Or all of the above.
133. Are you spontaneous or do you always need to have a plan? I'm somewhere in the middle.
134. What are your pet peeves? Laziness and messiness. Seriously, get off your ass and get your shit together, people!
135. Where do you go when you’re angry or depressed? Out to the range.
136. What do you do when you’re bored? Down to the bar.
137. What type of music do you like? Favorite bands or musicians? Always loved me some country. Johnny Cash and Waylin Jennings were always my favorites.
138. What tape or CD hasn’t left your player since you bought it? Why? Shit, I don't have any anymore.
139. What song is “your song”? Why? "Hurt" by Johnny Cash
140. What is your favorite movie? Why? "Friends with Benefits" Seriously, who doesn't love a good rom com with JT?
141. What is your least favorite movie? Why? Rambo, that shit was stupid.
142. What is your favorite stage play? Why? Uh...don't have one.
143. What is your least favorite stage play? Why? All of them? Haha!
144. What is your favorite book? Why? Loved The Return of the King.
145. What is your least favorite book? Why? Any of the fucking Twilight books. They're garbage.
146. Who is your favorite author/writer? Why? Tolkein was always my favorite author.
147. Who is your least favorite author/writer? Why? Whatever that idiot's name was who wrote the Twilight books.
148. What do you watch on Television? I never really watched TV. But I loved Burn Notice when it was still airing.
149. What annoys you more than anything else? Lazy assholes.
150. What time of day is your favorite? Why? Always loved dusk.
151. What time of day is your least favorite? Why? Noon. Seriously, I'm fucking hungry guy!
152. What kind of weather is your favorite? Why? I absolutely love a good thunderstorm. It's good weather for relaxing with a nice beer, smoke and a good blowjob.
153. What kind of weather is your least favorite? Why? Hot, humid, sunny days. Seriously, that shit even makes sex uncomfortable.
154. What is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen? A sixteen pointer right when the sun came up in the fall.
155. What is the most awful thing you have ever seen? Dead bodies burning...and them being my friends.
156. What is your favorite drink? Why? Always loved me a good glass of Johnny Walker.
157. What is your least favorite drink? Why? Fucking Coronas. Shit is piss water.
158. What is your favorite animal? Why?  Always loved dogs.
159. What is your least favorite animal? Why? Wild hogs, fuck those things, they're mean as shit.
160. What sorts of things embarrass you? Nothing honestly.

Part Nine: Self Image

161. Describe a normal day for you. Usually in some nasty ass building, scoping out possible new supply routes and stores.
162. How do you feel when your routine is disrupted? Annoyed as fuck.
163. What is your greatest strength as a person? Probably my self-assuredness.
164. What is your greatest weakness? I do stupid shit when I'm too attached to somebody.
165. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Honestly? Nothing. If I changed one thing about myself, I wouldn't be the me I am today.
166. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? Somewhere in between I guess? Nah, fuck that, I'm an extrovert.
167. Are you generally organized or messy? Organized. I can't stand a mess.
168. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at. Shooting, tracking and fucking.
169. Name three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. Poetry, computers and video games.
170. What are your reasons for being an adventurer or heroic? Are your real reasons different than the ones you tell other people in public? If so, detail both reasons. Never considered myself an adventurer or heroic in any way. But as for why I'm a soldier? Well, that's a loaded question that I can't really answer. There's no one reason why you do it.
171. What three words best describe your personality? Hard. Smartass. Controlled.
172. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Asshole. Dickhead. Fucker.
173. What about you is heroic? Not a damn thing.
174. Are you a better lead or follower? Why? I can change roles pretty quickly but I've been a leader for several years now.
175. What is your responsibility to the world? Why? Doing whatever the hell it takes to give people a genuine, real security again.
176. What do you like about yourself? Always liked my smile.
177. What don’t you like about yourself? Ha, my thighs. Seriously, I can get jacked up top but down bottom? That shit is a nightmare to gain mass.
178. What do you find most relaxing? (not stress relief, but something that actually calms you down.) Shooting has always calmed me down.
179. What talent would you most like to have? Writing, I'd love to be able to write.

Part Ten: Occupation & Finance

180. What is your occupation? (If you don’t have one, where does your money come from?) I'm a soldier.
181. Do you like your job? Damn straight I love it.
182. What is your boss/employer like? Blackwood's not too bad to work with. A little too serious at times but he's a good guy.
183. What are your co-workers like? Bunch of rowdy, smart mouthed man killers. Badasses the whole lot of 'em.
184. Do you get along with your co-workers? Damn skippy!
185. Which co-workers don’t you get along with and why? Don't really have any I don't get along with. We're a tightknit team.
186. What is something you had to learn that you hated? Languages, seriously, I fucking hated having to learn Pashtu.
187. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why? I usually save what I've got. Never hurts to have a few extra supplies these days.
188. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money, what would you do with it? Well, money ain't worth shit anymore, so if you were giving me an obscene number of supplies, I'd see about negotiating my way into a more secluded home.

Part Eleven: Drug & Alcohol

189. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If yes, why? Do you want to quit? Definitely drink, definitely smoke and when it's available, I'll never say no to some good weed.
190. How old were you when you had your first drink? Did you like it? Why or why not? I was twelve, it was after my first grizzle hunt, and damn straight I loved it.
191. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like? I was sixteen, got piss drunk after a football game and never once regretted it.
192. Do you drink on a regular basis? Fairly regularly.
193. What kind of alcohol do you prefer? Whiskey or beer. I'm pretty simple.
194. Have you ever tried any kind of “mood altering” substance? Which ones? Describe the experience. Not unless you consider weed "Mood altering".

Part Twelve: Sex & Intimacy

195. Have you ever been in love? What happened? Not really. Never met a gal that could keep up with my lifestyle.
196. Have you ever had your heart broken? Honestly? Not really. Sure, had some broken puppy love when I was a kid but that shit ain't real.
197. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why? Straight. Love me the tacos.
198. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? Describe the experience. Sweet little gal I had a crush on named Morgan, back when I was fifteen. It was our first date and we snuck off to one of the deer stands on my dad's property. Damn good time, even if we didn't know what the hell we were doing.
199. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Describe the experience. Hahaha! No.
200. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it? Shit, I don't hide anything about my fantasies with my partners. Always loved being the dominant one, and I've always loved anal. Trouble is finding a partner kinky enough to keep up with me.
201. What was the wildest thing you have done, sexually? Describe the experience. Haha. Banged this hot little medic on my second deployment one time. Snuck her into the transient barracks on Bagram and had to stuff my woobie in her mouth to keep her quiet. Damn good time though, girl was kinky as fuck.
202. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice that can be considered non-standard? Why do you like it? Anal is fairly non-standard. As for why? Well aside from the fact that it's tight as hell? I dont know really, guess it's just the feeling of knowing I literally got everything out of my partner that excites me.
203. Do you currently have a lover? Describe them, what you are attracted to, and what the relationship is like. Well, I'm screwing this hot, redhead MP right now. She's nice and kinky, my kind of gal.
204. What is the perfect romantic date? A good hunting trip followed by grilled meat, a cold beer, and a good fuck in the cabin.
205. Describe your perfect partner. Sweet in the streats and a kink in the sheets.
206. Do you ever want to get married? When do you see this happening? Maybe, I wanted to before shit went to hell but now that's a harder question. Probably after we've gotten Haven better equipped and fortified.
207. Do you want children? Why or why not? Yes and no. Not right now, the world's too fucked up to even think about it. But after Haven's squared away? Then yeah, I'm down for some mini-mes.
208. What is more important, sex or intimacy? Why? As much of a horndog as I am, intimacy is definitely more important. Meaningless sex is fine but if that's all your relationship's got, then it's not a real relationship.
209. What was your most recent romantic relationship like? Who was it with? Was dating this gal in Colorado Springs. Pretty little blonde, kinky but kind of a ditz and not the cute sort. Seriously, who the hell puts regular unleaded in a fucking diesel?
210. What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone you love? Probably leaving my family to join the Army. Ma was proud but I know it broke her heart too.

Part Thirteen: Morality

211. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? Losing one of my guys because I made the wrong decision.
212. What one act in your past are you most proud of? Joining the Army.
213. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won? Ha, been in too many to count. From bar fights with buddies to kicking some fucker's face in for thinking he was hard.
214. What do you feel most strongly about? Integrity and trust. If you don't live to uphold both, then you're fucking worthless.
215. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people? Not a damn thing. Fuck what other people think.
216. What trait do you find most admirable and how often do you find it? Integrity, and these days it's pretty rare.
217. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or arts? (i.e., sex, violence, etc). What and why or why not? Nah, art is representative of the world and should never be subject to censorship.
218. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why or why not? If we can keep things rolling? Then yeah. So what, there's infected? Nothing a bullet can't fix.
219. Do you think redemption is possible? Why or why not? Yeah but that shit's hard to get. It's hard to outweigh your failures in life if you hurt somebody.
220. Is there something you think is absolutely unforgivable? What is it? Betraying the people who put their trust in you.
221. Is it okay for men to cry? Yes it is.
222. Is it okay for you to cry? Yes, and I've done it several times/
223. What do you think is wrong with most people, overall? Wanting but never putting in the effort.
224. What is the worst thing you could ever do to someone you hated? Leaving them alone, without a damn thing to keep themselves safe.
225. Do you have feelings that disturb you? What and why? I've more or less accepted the man and monster I've become.
226. On what occasions do you lie? When its beneficial to my boys, and Haven.
227. Do you think it is okay to lie? Yes I do.

Part Fourteen: Supernatural Awareness

228. Tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. Shit, it's pretty straight forward. I was eighteen and joined the Army. Everything after that just kind of fell in place.
229. What do you think now of being supernatural? Is it cool or have you been screwed? The fuck is this supposed to mean?
230. Do you have a mentor? Describe them and how you became their student. Not anymore. Though I always considered my peers as mentors.
231. Do you have any magical items? Where did you get them? I hear I've got a magic snake in my pants. Haha!
232. Think of a major event that happened during your training/initiation. Describe the experience. Shit, our graduation ceremony. I'll tell you right now, nothing beats the first time you get to put on your green beret.
233. What is something you had to learn during your training that you hated? Why did you hate it? I hated learning Pashtu. It's a hard as fuck language to learn. Seriously, get one vowel wrong and watch what happens.
234. What is something you had to learn during your training that you loved? Why did you love it? I absolutely loved learning how to make a call for fire. Seriously, nothing beats calling up artillery and sitting back to watch the fireworks.

Part Fifteen: Goals and Future

235. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? Getting Haven properly settled and being able to start a family.
236. Where do you see yourself in five years? Hopefully settled with a wife and kids to come back to after missions.
237. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Black on ammo, in a pile of brass with a knife in hand to kill the sorry bastards coming to kill me.
238. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Get a good fuck, drink the best whiskey, and see about getting a nice cigar.
239. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? For having never turned my back on the people that matter most.

Part Sixteen: Misc.

240. If you could, what advice would you, the hero, give to the villain? Or If you could, why would you, the villain want the hero to be at your side or part of your team? Drive on brother, drive the fuck on!
241. What was the worst injury you’ve ever received? How did it happen? Got shot once, back in '05 when we got hit on our patrol. Wasn't anything major though, the round just rolled when it hit the bottom of my plate and dug into my gut. Hell, I didn't even know it happened until after we got back and my uniform was soaked in blood.
242. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish? Not at all.
243. What would you wish for if you ever found a genie? Some good guns, a nice plot of land, and a pretty lady to call my own.
244. If your house burned down, what one thing would you want to save? Griz, my pup.
245. Describe yourself sitting in your favorite spot. Out on the porch, whiskey in one hand, smoke in the other and a certain little redhead on her knees in front of me. Haha.
246. How do you go to sleep and how do you wake up? (position, routine, etc) I've always been a back sleeper...a naked back sleeper.
247. What is a dream (during sleep) that you have often? Afghanistan in 2001 always comes back to me when I sleep.
248. What is a day dream that you have often? I don't really day dream.
249. If you were to die and come back as any person or thing, what or who would you want to be? Me, myself and I. I wouldn't want to be anyone else.
250. What is your motto? Suck it the fuck up and drive on.
251. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Back in the mountains in Alaska. It's beautiful up there, and genuinely peaceful.
252. What time period do you wish you could have lived in? Why? (This is not a chance to change history.) What appeals to you about this era? Always loved the medieval eras. Give me a fucking sword and watch me kick some ass, bitches!
253. If you could go back to any point in history and change something, what would it be? I'd probably shit kick that dumbass that fucked with the virus that got us where we are today.

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[u]Part One: The Basics[/u]

1. What is your name? Korianna Rae Griffon
2. Do you have any nicknames? If you do, who gave it to you and why? Kori is what I go by, but some of my friends back home called me Koko.
3. How old are you now? I'm 27.
4. When were you born? Sterling, CO.
5. Where do you call home now? Denver was for a while, now we're staying at Duncan's.
6. To what social class do you belong? Working.
7. What is your eye color? It's a light purplish-blue.
8. What is your hair color? Chocolate brown with a bit of golden honey in the waves.
9. Do you have any distinguishing facial features? I have big eyes.
10. Do you have any birthmarks? Where are they? I have the little dipper of freckles on my arm.
11. Do you have any scars? How did you get them? I have a few from a car accident I was in as a little girl. I also have one behind my ear now from a fall.
12. Do you have any tattoos or other markings? How and why did you get them? I have little angel wings on my shoulders.
13. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? I broke a few bones in my leg as a kid, so it's a little unsteady.
14. Are you right or left handed? Right handed.
15. What does your voice sound like? It's sweet with a little rasp to it.
16. How do you dress most of the time? Usually in something comfortable like boot-cut pants and fitted tee, or my scrubs.
17. How do you dress up? Fitted gown, heels, pearls.
18. How do you dress down? Flannel PJs and my boyfriend's tee.
19. What do you wear when you go to sleep? Boyfriend's tee definitely.
20. Do you wear any jewelry? I usually wear pearl earrings.
21. What words and/or phrases do you use frequently? "Sweet son of a bitch"
22. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I tend to be very bossy in certain situations, and though I may not be experienced with some things, I like to think I'm a fighter.
23. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they and how do you plan to get rid of them? I bite my thumbnail when I'm nervous, which isn't often thankfully.
24. Do you have a lifelong dream or aspiration? I'd love to be head trauma nurse.
25. Do you own a mount (or other form of transportation)? Why or why not? Describe it. I drive a Silver 2009 Honda Civic.
26. What is your current state of mind? Fearful, bordering on panic.

[u]Part Two: Family[/u]

27. How close are you to your family? I was very close to them. My mom called to chat at least twice a week, and I was still in touch with my father and brother through Facebook.
28. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Describe them. I broke things off with my year-long boyfriend Jack after I was attacked because I didn't want to drag him through the trauma. He's strong, smart, and caring, but he deserves better.
29. Have you started your own family? Describe them if you do. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? I would love to have a family of my own, but I don't see that happening.
30. Who was your Father and what was he like? My father was Frank Griffon, and he was a construction worker. Hard-working, dedicated family man, and quite funny.
31. Who was your Mother and what was she like? My mother was a school nurse, and she was very sweet, nurturing, and polite.
32. Who are you closest to in your family? I'm closest to my younger brother, Kyle.
33. Is there someone in your family you wish you were closer to? I wish I was closer to my grandparents but they died when I was young.
34. What was your parent’s marriage like? Endearing. They were high school sweethearts, and practically joined at the hip.
35. Did they remain married? If not, how did that affect you? When did they split? They're still married.
36. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? My younger brother Kyle had just turned 21 and was starting to party more than study.
37. What is the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you? Kyle tripped and grabbed my hair on accident, but came away with a handful of it regardless.
38. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to one of your siblings? I knocked over his Lego creation on accident. He's never forgiven me.
39. When’s the last time you saw a member of your family? Where are they now? I saw them this summer for a weekend camp out. I have no idea where they are now.
40. Did you meet any other family members? (Aunts Uncles, etc) Describe them. I have a couple of aunts that live elsewhere in Colorado - they're a bit eccentric, but they're very kind.

[u]Part Three: Friends and Relationships with Others[/u]

41. In general, how do you treat other people that you have just met? I always treat them like we're old friends.
42. Does your treatment of people change depending on how well you know them and if so how? Nope, I'm always as nice as I can be to anyone, because you never know the battle they're facing.
43. Who is the most important person in your life and why? Probably Jack, to be honest.
44. Who is the person you respect the most and why? My father, because he works hard every day and never lets it get him down.
45. Who are your friends? Describe them. Aislin is my closest friend. She's classy, bossy, and don't tell her, but she's adorable. Duncan is a dear friend too, and he's generous, helpful, and very protective.
46. Do you have a best friend? Describe them. Aislin without a doubt. She's a gossip, but knows how to keep my secrets - I hope. She's generous in lending me an outfit or accessory. And she's always there with a shoulder to cry on.
47. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Aislin, Duncan, or Jack.
48. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who and why? All there of them, because they care for me as much as I care for them.
49. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? I would hope my friends, family, and coworkers would.
50. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? My attacker.
51. Do you tend to argue with people or avoid conflict? I'll argue till I'm blue in the face, but only if I'm proven right. Otherwise, I hate conflict.
52. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? I absolutely will if I'm qualified and no one else does.
53. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? I'm a social butterfly, but I prefer smaller, more comfortable settings so I can get to know people better.
54. Do you care what others think of you? Yes, absolutely. I want to do right by them.
55. What habit do others have that annoys you the most? Smoking, lying, or wanting to be ignorant.
56. What is the most important quality you look for in a friend? Someone who understands my plight and schedule.
57. What do you most value in your friends? Companionship.

[u]Part Four: Growing Up (Childhood)[/u]

58. Where were you born? Sterling, CO
59. Where did you grow up? Same place.
60. How would you describe your childhood in general? It was great until the accident, and then it was trying.
61. What is your earliest memory? Wearing my dad's hard hat and my mom's stethoscope around the house.
62. What is your fondest childhood memory? Dance class.
63. What is your worst childhood memory? The car accident that nearly paralyzed me.
64. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? A ballet dancer.
65. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Dance, gymnastics, playing clarinet, theater, and cheerleading.
66. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? I was a little shy, but I had a bossy streak too when my brother was born.
67. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? I wasn't terribly popular. I had gangly limbs thanks to the accident and was shy because I felt embarrassed. I eventually came out of my shell and made friends with the theater crowd.
68. As a child, what was your favorite toy? My play medical kit. It was purple.
69. As a child, what was your favorite game to play? I liked hide and seek.

[u]Part Five: Growing Up (Teen/Young Adult)[/u]

70. How much schooling have you had? I have a Bachelor of Science in Nursing and certifications for trauma.
71. Did you enjoy school? I really did. I made some great friends, learned a lot, and really grew into myself.
72. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? Nursing school.
73. While growing up, did you have any role models other than your parents? Describe them. All the stories about my grandmother, who was a WW2 nurse, had helped me along the way.
74. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? We got along great, actually.
75. How old were you when you went on your first date? Describe the date. I was sixteen and it was his senior prom.
76. What is your favorite memory from your teen years? I think making it to the cheer squad, or getting the lead in my first play.
77. What is your worst memory from your teen years? Losing my virginity after my own senior prom.
78. When and with whom was your first kiss? Some boy in my kindergarten class.
79. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? No, I handed that over to my boyfriend on prom night. Big mistake since he dumped me the next day.
80. Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. The women in my family have all been in the medical field, so I naturally followed in their footsteps.

[u]Part Six: Past Influences[/u]

81. What do you consider the most important even of your life so far? Becoming a nurse.
82. Who has had the most influence on you? My father.
83. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Graduating and getting a job right away.
84. What is your greatest regret? Not telling Jack the truth.
85. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Broken his heart by keeping the truth of my attack a secret.
86. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? No.
87. When was the time you were the most frightened? Waking up after my attack.
88. What is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you? I was attacked in the parking lot and left for dead.
89. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? I would have told Jack the truth, though I probably still would have hoped he moved on to someone less damaged.
90. What is your best memory? The first time Jack and I made love.
91. What is your worst memory? The night I was attacked. Even the apocalypse has nothing on that moment.
92. When and where were you the happiest? Curled up in Jack's arms in the mornings.

[u]Part Seven: Beliefs and Opinions[/u]

93. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? Optimistic, I hope.
94. What is your greatest fear? That Jack would find out and hate me.
95. Have you told any one your fear before? Aislin.
96. Who would be the one person you’d never tell your fear? Jack.
97. What are your religious views? I was raised Lutheran, but I don't really think there is much stock in religion. I do like the thought of guardian angels, though.
98. What are your political views? I'm mostly democrat, though I do have a few republican views too.
99. What are your views on sex? It should be for love's sake only.
100. Are you able to kill? Yes, unfortunately.
101. Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? It's only acceptable if you're protecting yourself or someone else.
102. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Intentionally hurt someone else.
103. Do you believe in the existence of soul males and/or true love? I really do, and I had hoped I had that in Jack.
104. What do you believe makes a successful life? Hard work, and enjoying what you do.
105. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings? (Meaning do you hide your true self from others and in what way?) I guess I've always hidden a piece of myself away, more out of embarrassment than anything.
106. Do you have any biases or prejudices? I automatically assume someone who is willfully ignorant is an idiot.
107. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why? I won't harm an innocent person.
108. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? (or go to extremes for?) I'd do anything for an innocent person.
109. What is your best feature, in your opinion? I think my smile.
110. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any types that people should never do? Why or why not? Drugs are for healing and alcohol is for fun. Anything beyond that is dangerous.
111. What is your idea of perfect happiness? Marrying Jack, vacationing in Paris, having two healthy children, and growing old together in our cabin on a lake.
112. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? The day I had to break it off with Jack.

[u]Part Eight: Likes and Dislikes[/u]

113. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? I like knitting, hiking, watching hockey, and camping.
114. What is your most treasured possession? My grandmother's pearl earrings. (Eventually wedding ring.)
115. What is your favorite color? Why? I love purple. It's just always been my favorite.
116. What is your least favorite color? Why? I do not like orange. It's just a very obnoxious color.
117. What is your favorite food? Why? Pie of any kind. It's just delicious.
118. What is your least favorite food? Why? I don't like anchovies.
119. What is your favorite sound? Why? A solid heart beat, because it means everything is alright.
120. What is your least favorite sound? Why? Sounds of the dying, like the last blurb of blood in someone's throat as air escapes their lungs for one last exhale. It's haunting.
121. What is your favorite smell/scent? Why? Jack's cologne. There's just something amazing about the smell of Old Spice.
122. What is your least favorite smell/scent? Why? Rotting flesh.
123. What, if anything, do you like to read? Romance novels.
124. What is your idea of good entertainment? Curled up around a campfire, drinking hot chocolate, telling stories, looking up at the night sky.
125. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? I'm usually either working, or hanging out with Jack and friends, sometimes at a bar or out at Duncan's.
126. What makes you laugh? Good jokes.
127. What makes you laugh out loud, hysterically? Cards Against Humanity.
128. What makes you cry? Apparently everything these days.
129. What makes you cry, hysterically? Traumatic memories from the attack.
130. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Ignorant assholes.
131. What would you do if you couldn’t sleep and had to find something to amuse yourself? Knit or read sometimes helps, though I had taken to jogging these last horrible months.
132. How do you deal with stress? I usually confide in someone, go for a jog, or curl up and hold my man.
133. Are you spontaneous or do you always need to have a plan? I usually need a plan.
134. What are your pet peeves? Smokers.
135. Where do you go when you’re angry or depressed? The soup kitchen. No matter how bad off I feel, I know others have it worse, and I like to put that energy to good use.
136. What do you do when you’re bored? Bored? What's that? I'll knit, read, jog, find something to do. I'm not an idle person.
137. What type of music do you like? Favorite bands or musicians? I like classic rock or country, maybe a little pop.
138. What tape or CD hasn’t left your player since you bought it? Why? I think I've had that Seether CD in there since I bought the car. It's just beautiful stuff.
139. What song is “your song”? Why? "Battlefield" by Svrcina. Because now I know I'd rather be a fighter than the dead.
140. What is your favorite movie? Why? 10 Things I Hate About You. It's funny, romantic, and charming.
141. What is your least favorite movie? Why? Twilight. It was BAD.
142. What is your favorite stage play? Why? Les Miserables, because it makes me bawl my eyes out.
143. What is your least favorite stage play? Why? Rent, I just don't get it.
144. What is your favorite book? Why? I could read Pride and Prejudice over and over and over.
145. What is your least favorite book? Why? Twilight. UGH!
146. Who is your favorite author/writer? Why? I can't say I really have just one.
147. Who is your least favorite author/writer? Why? Whoever wrote that Twilight trash.
148. What do you watch on Television? Archer, Friends, House
149. What annoys you more than anything else? Ignorant assholes.
150. What time of day is your favorite? Why? Early morning, because the day still holds great possibility.
151. What time of day is your least favorite? Why? Anytime a shift takes a turn for the worst.
152. What kind of weather is your favorite? Why? I love gentle rain storms, because it's good cuddle weather.
153. What kind of weather is your least favorite? Why? Blizzards, because they always bring in the wounded.
154. What is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen? Jack's eyes when he smiles.
155. What is the most awful thing you have ever seen? All the pain and loss I've experienced on the job.
156. What is your favorite drink? Why? I'll drink anything fruity - margaritas, wine, even some of the fruit beers.
157. What is your least favorite drink? Why? Vodka. I overdid it once in college.
158. What is your favorite animal? Why? I like anything I can snuggle.
159. What is your least favorite animal? Why? Fish, they're delicious but otherwise they're just nice to look at.
160. What sorts of things embarrass you? My scars, both physically and mentally.

[u]Part Nine: Self Image[/u]

161. Describe a normal day for you. I'm an early riser, so I have my coffee and breakfast before going on a jog. Then head in to work a shift. I usually eat a quick lunch somewhere in there, and shower afterwords before having dinner with friends. If I'm on the night shift, everything is messy.
162. How do you feel when your routine is disrupted? I feel off-balance.
163. What is your greatest strength as a person? I'm caring and willing to help others.
164. What is your greatest weakness? I'm a little gal, so I can be easily intimidated when violence occurs.
165. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I wouldn't be so frail.
166. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? I'm very extroverted, since I work better around people.
167. Are you generally organized or messy? I'm very organized.
168. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at. Sewing, handling pressure, and working with others.
169. Name three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. Low self worth, I'm hard on myself, and I'm terrible in embarrassing situations.
170. What are your reasons for being an adventurer or heroic? Are your real reasons different than the ones you tell other people in public? If so, detail both reasons. I'm adventuring because it's the only way I'm going to be able to survive.
171. What three words best describe your personality? I'm a good listener, hard worker, and devoted healer.
172. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Bright, caring, hard-working.
173. What about you is heroic? I don't give up on others, and I'll take the pain if possible.
174. Are you a better lead or follower? Why? I can do both, really.
175. What is your responsibility to the world? Why? I'm a healer, because it's in my ability to help aid the wounded.
176. What do you like about yourself? My ability to keep a cool head under pressure.
177. What don’t you like about yourself? I embarrass easily.
178. What do you find most relaxing? (not stress relief, but something that actually calms you down.) Cold air, warm hugs, and knowing tomorrow will be better.
179. What talent would you most like to have? Magical healing powers.

[u]Part Ten: Occupation & Finance[/u]

180. What is your occupation? (If you don’t have one, where does your money come from?) Trauma nurse.
181. Do you like your job? I love every heart-breaking minute.
182. What is your boss/employer like? He's an asshole, but at least he's respectable.
183. What are your co-workers like? They'red hard working bad asses.
184. Do you get along with your co-workers? Every single one of them.
185. Which co-workers don’t you get along with and why? The last two months it's been Jack. I've had to push him away because I can't face him.
186. What is something you had to learn that you hated? I can't save everyone.
187. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why? I'm a big saver.
188. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money, what would you do with it? Probably start a charity or help others pay for their medical bills. I know they can get out of hand.

[u]Part Eleven: Drug & Alcohol[/u]

189. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If yes, why? Do you want to quit? I drink a little socially, but I won't smoke or use drugs. I think I might start drinking a little more to ease the pain these days.
190. How old were you when you had your first drink? Did you like it? Why or why not? I was pretty young, and I took a swig of my grandpa's whiskey. That was about enough for me to swear off alcohol forever.
191. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like? I was eighteen and it was my senior prom night. I was coaxed into the back seat of my then-boyfriend's car, lost my virginity, and had a horrible hangover the next day when he dumped me.
192. Do you drink on a regular basis? No, I'll only have one or two when I'm out with friends.
193. What kind of alcohol do you prefer? I like anything fruity.
194. Have you ever tried any kind of “mood altering” substance? Which ones? Describe the experience. I was on antidepressants after the attack, if that counts, but now with the apocalypse, I'll have to find a new means of help.

[u]Part Twelve: Sex & Intimacy[/u]

195. Have you ever been in love? What happened? I eventually fell in love with Jack, and knew he was the one. When I was attacked, I felt like I was no longer worthy of him, so I let him go.
196. Have you ever had your heart broken? With every boyfriend so far.
197. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why? I'm straight, though with my streak, I might just call off dating altogether.
198. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? Describe the experience. It was my senior boyfriend on prom night. We got drunk at the after party, slipped away, and while I don't remember much of the five minutes we had intercourse, I do know I felt horrible the next day.
199. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Describe the experience. I kissed Aislin once during a round of Truth or Dare at Duncan's house.
200. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it? I've always wanted to make love on the beach in the waves. I probably wouldn't because I can just picture all the places sand would get.
201. What was the wildest thing you have done, sexually? Describe the experience. Jack and I made love in a dressing room at Victoria's Secret once. Needless to say we were banned from the store after that.
202. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice that can be considered non-standard? Why do you like it? No, I'm actually very shy in the bedroom, though with Jack it's been a bit of an eye opener.
203. Do you currently have a lover? Describe them, what you are attracted to, and what the relationship is like. Jack was my lover. I think the focused way he talked to me drew me in. It was a beautiful relationship, though we did have our rocky moments along the way. I thought he hated me at first, but it turned out he was just nervous about asking me out. After that, we've had to find ways to deal with our work schedules, his PTSD, and what the future held.
204. What is the perfect romantic date? Dinner, dancing, and then making love by the fire.
205. Describe your perfect partner. Jack. He's caring, focused, patient, and guiding. He also knows when to listen and when to act.
206. Do you ever want to get married? When do you see this happening? I'd have married him in a heartbeat.
207. Do you want children? Why or why not? I'd have loved to have one or two, just enough to keep us on our toes.
208. What is more important, sex or intimacy? Why? Definitely intimacy, because I've had the worst experiences with just sex.
209. What was your most recent romantic relationship like? Who was it with? With Jack, it was always thrilling, and slow-burning, and all-consuming. I always felt like I couldn't take my hands off him, and we just connected on a great, emotional level.
210. What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone you love? I broke things off without ever telling him why.

[u]Part Thirteen: Morality[/u]

211. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? Breaking up with Jack.
212. What one act in your past are you most proud of? Becoming a trauma nurse.
213. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won? I was attacked at knife-point in the parking lot. I still have the scar on my back where he punctured my jacket. He shoved me down, did what he wanted, and then knocked me out. I fought back as best as I could, but it only landed me in the emergency room as a Jane Doe. I was bloodied, but breathing. A part of wants to think I won just by surviving, though I know that's a lie.
214. What do you feel most strongly about? Saving lives.
215. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people? Politics.
216. What trait do you find most admirable and how often do you find it? Hard work, and it's everywhere.
217. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or arts? (i.e., sex, violence, etc). What and why or why not? No. It's an ugly world, and it just makes all the good shine all the brighter.
218. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why or why not? I really want to believe some good will come out of this new world, but again, that's a lie.
219. Do you think redemption is possible? Why or why not? Absolutely. Everyone can make mistakes and do evil. But there's always a chance to atone and make up for what they've done. It's not easy, but possible.
220. Is there something you think is absolutely unforgivable? What is it? Murder, rape, and harm against children.
221. Is it okay for men to cry? Yes, of course!
222. Is it okay for you to cry? I sure hope so.
223. What do you think is wrong with most people, overall? Our need to harm and destroy.
224. What is the worst thing you could ever do to someone you hated? Kill them.
225. Do you have feelings that disturb you? What and why? I hate being embarrassed. It leaves me floundering and vulnerable.
226. On what occasions do you lie? To save someone's feelings.
227. Do you think it is okay to lie? Yes.

[u]Part Fourteen: Supernatural Awareness[/u]

228. Tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. I knew I wanted to become a nurse when I was a little girl. I always felt good putting bandaids on people and hugging away their sorrows.
229. What do you think now of being supernatural? Is it cool or have you been screwed? I would love to have the ability to heal magically.
230. Do you have a mentor? Describe them and how you became their student. My mother is definitely my mentor. She's hard working, loving, and knows how to make anyone smile.
231. Do you have any magical items? Where did you get them? My needle and thread.
232. Think of a major event that happened during your training/initiation. Describe the experience. I lost my very first patient on the trauma floor. It was devastating.
233. What is something you had to learn during your training that you hated? Why did you hate it? I can't save everyone.
234. What is something you had to learn during your training that you loved? Why did you love it? Those who survive are the greatest miracles.

[u]Part Fifteen: Goals and Future[/u]

235. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? I want to be able to sleep without nightmares.
236. Where do you see yourself in five years? Dead, as horrible as that sounds.
237. If you could choose, how would you want to die? I'd want to be old, surrounded by my loved ones.
238. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Find Jack, tell him I love him, beg his forgiveness.
239. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? I helped save innocent lives.

[u]Part Sixteen: Misc.[/u]

240. If you could, what advice would you, the hero, give to the villain? Or If you could, why would you, the villain want the hero to be at your side or part of your team? I'd tell the villain he's already lost.
241. What was the worst injury you’ve ever received? How did it happen? I was attacked and violated, and it's left me emotionally devastated. It was late evening and I had just gotten out of my car on the way to a restaurant down the street for mine and Jack's one year anniversary dinner. The guy came up behind me with a knife, and though I struggled, he got what he wanted.
242. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish? I'm a little ticklish on the sides of my ribs and my neck.
243. What would you wish for if you ever found a genie? I'd go back in time two months and suggest we ordered food on our anniversary instead of going out.
244. If your house burned down, what one thing would you want to save? Jack's jersey I didn't have the heart to return to him.
245. Describe yourself sitting in your favorite spot. Curled up in Jack's arms in front of a camp fire, staring up at at starry sky.
246. How do you go to sleep and how do you wake up? (position, routine, etc) I used to enjoy making love to Jack and falling asleep in his arms. Now I seem to doze for a couple hours before waking up to a nightmare.
247. What is a dream (during sleep) that you have often? I used to dream about my future, but lately it's been like I'm reliving the same nightmare.
248. What is a day dream that you have often? Just holding Jack. That I was never attacked, and we're still happily together.
249. If you were to die and come back as any person or thing, what or who would you want to be? I'd be a lazy house cat, just because I want to sleep the way they do.
250. What is your motto? We carry on through the storm.
251. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Some secluded beach house, because it'd be beautiful and serene.
252. What time period do you wish you could have lived in? Why? (This is not a chance to change history.) What appeals to you about this era? I think I could have done some real good during the Dark Ages, though I'm sure they'd have burned me for being a witch. I like this era though - before the outbreak - because of our advanced health care.
253. If you could go back to any point in history and change something, what would it be? Like I said before, I would have had Jack meet at my place and ordered take out.

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[u]Part One: The Basics[/u]

1. What is your name? Fallon May Peyton
2. Do you have any nicknames? If you do, who gave it to you and why? Little Bird, my dad calls me that because I've always been at home in the nest and he wanted to see me fly.
3. How old are you now? 30
4. When were you born? April 29th, 1988
5. Where do you call home now? Peyton's Pub, Breckenridge, CO
6. To what social class do you belong? Working
7. What is your eye color? Blue with flecks of gold.
8. What is your hair color? Coffee-black.
9. Do you have any distinguishing facial features? I have full cheekbones and a pointed chin.
10. Do you have any birthmarks? Where are they? I have a tiny heart-shaped freckle on the back of my right hip.
11. Do you have any scars? How did you get them? I have a couple now from fights and scavenging.
12. Do you have any tattoos or other markings? How and why did you get them? I got a pair of wings on my back when I was in college on a whim.
13. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? No.
14. Are you right or left handed? Right.
15. What does your voice sound like? It's very feminine, gentle and lilting and pleasant.
16. How do you dress most of the time? I usually wear yoga pants or jeans, with a tank top and flannel, and a pair of hiking boots or tennis shoes.
17. How do you dress up? Fitted and flattering dress, high heels, and flashy jewels.
18. How do you dress down? Flannel jammie pants and hoodie.
19. What do you wear when you go to sleep? Panties, socks, and t-shirt.
20. Do you wear any jewelry? I used to wear pearls and a watch.
21. What words and/or phrases do you use frequently? "Damn"
22. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I tap my fingernails on my teeth when I'm anxious.
23. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they and how do you plan to get rid of them? I tend to leap before looking often, and I hope to learn how to follow orders better by stilling my need to help all the time.
24. Do you have a lifelong dream or aspiration? I hope to rejoin an actual society and have a family one day.
25. Do you own a mount (or other form of transportation)? Why or why not? Describe it. I have a 2013 Silver Toyota RAV4 from before the fall, but now, any vehicle left in town with a working motor and keys could be mine, really.
26. What is your current state of mind? Fearful but glad.

[u]Part Two: Family[/u]

27. How close are you to your family? I was living with them at the end.
28. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Describe them. No, but I've grown rather fond of my house guest.
29. Have you started your own family? Describe them if you do. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? No, but I would really like the opportunity one day.
30. Who was your Father and what was he like? My dad was a big bear of a man who had served in the army infantry for a few years in his youth before settling down and marrying my mom. He was a fun-loving guy, real sturdy, and hospitable.
31. Who was your Mother and what was she like? My mom was a life-time waitress because she loved what she did, and she served very well.
32. Who are you closest to in your family? I was closer to my dad than my mom.
33. Is there someone in your family you wish you were closer to? The only other person is Nathan, and even if he wasn't the last person around, I'd like to be closer to him.
34. What was your parent’s marriage like? They worked so well together that it made a lot of people envious. They fought very rarely and loved well.
35. Did they remain married? If not, how did that affect you? When did they split? If they're alive, they're still married.
36. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? No.
37. What is the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you? X
38. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to one of your siblings? X
39. When’s the last time you saw a member of your family? Where are they now? It's been over a year now. They went to Florida and they haven't come back.
40. Did you meet any other family members? (Aunts Uncles, etc) Describe them. Most of my aunts and uncles live on the coasts, so I haven't seen them since I was younger.

[u]Part Three: Friends and Relationships with Others[/u]

41. In general, how do you treat other people that you have just met? I used to welcome them with a smile, now I have to greet them with a gun and caution.
42. Does your treatment of people change depending on how well you know them and if so how? Now if I know them well enough to trust them, I'll do everything to make sure they're well-cared for. Strangers, though, need to prove they're not a threat first.
43. Who is the most important person in your life and why? My dog Ares, because he's made it through from the start.
44. Who is the person you respect the most and why? Right now, it's Nathan.
45. Who are your friends? Describe them. Ares is definitely my best friend, and Nathan holds a special place in my heart as well.
46. Do you have a best friend? Describe them. Ares, he's an Akita-Husky.
47. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? The only person I can turn to besides myself now is Nathan.
48. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who and why? I think Nathan would, and I know Ares would.
49. If you died or went missing, who would miss you? Ares would probably be miserable without me.
50. Who is the person you despise the most, and why? Myself, because I've survived where others should have.
51. Do you tend to argue with people or avoid conflict? I would rather avoid conflict.
52. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? No, I'm either on my own or I follow.
53. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? No, I like smaller settings.
54. Do you care what others think of you? Absolutely yes, I've always wanted people to like me.
55. What habit do others have that annoys you the most? Well dying is a pretty bad one.
56. What is the most important quality you look for in a friend? I usually look for someone who doesn't mind sitting in companionable silence, someone who won't judge me for being a bookworm, and someone who is willing to work with me.
57. What do you most value in your friends? Companionship.

[u]Part Four: Growing Up (Childhood)[/u]

58. Where were you born? Breckenridge, CO
59. Where did you grow up? Breck
60. How would you describe your childhood in general? It was lovely, nothing horrible like some experience. I was a shy, quiet sort so I didn't have many friends or activities beyond reading and skiing.
61. What is your earliest memory? Sitting on my dad's lap at the bar.
62. What is your fondest childhood memory? Baking with my mom and mixing pretend drinks with my dad.
63. What is your worst childhood memory? Getting teased for being a nerd at school.
64. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? I wanted to be a teacher.
65. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Skiing, reading, and painting.
66. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? I was shy, honest, and trusting, but closed off and a little hesitant.
67. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? No, I was a bit of a loner and only had a couple friends I sat with at lunch.
68. As a child, what was your favorite toy? My paintset.
69. As a child, what was your favorite game to play? Hide and seek - I was the neighborhood champion.

[u]Part Five: Growing Up (Teen/Young Adult)[/u]

70. How much schooling have you had? I have a bachelor in education.
71. Did you enjoy school? I really do, I never liked homework but I liked learning.
72. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? Probably from my parents.
73. While growing up, did you have any role models other than your parents? Describe them. My favorite role model was my 1st grade teacher. She really made me want to get into the field.
74. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? Well enough, though I never socialized much with my cousins unless it was at reunions or funerals.
75. How old were you when you went on your first date? Describe the date. I was sixteen, and it was with a friend of mine from Ski Camp. I wouldn't call it much of a date since my dad drove us and we barely danced.
76. What is your favorite memory from your teen years? I think when I took up skiing, and started joining in competitions.
77. What is your worst memory from your teen years? My first real boyfriend breaking up with me over email.
78. When and with whom was your first kiss? A boy named Shane in 8th grade. It was at a friend's birthday party playing spin the bottle.
79. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? No, I'm not. I lost it when I was 22 with my boyfriend in college.
80. Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. I was in a car accident and miscarried a baby I didn't know I was pregnant with. It drove my boyfriend away and so I moved back home.

[u]Part Six: Past Influences[/u]

81. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? I think moving off to college.
82. Who has had the most influence on you? My dad.
83. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Probably surviving this long on my own.
84. What is your greatest regret? Living when more worthy people should have instead.
85. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? I've killed people protecting my home.
86. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? No.
87. When was the time you were the most frightened? When I came home to two men in my apartment.
88. What is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you? There have been just too many, but I also embarrass easily.
89. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? I actually might not have gone away for college.
90. What is your best memory? The day I adopted Ares when I returned home.
91. What is your worst memory? My boyfriend of two years breaking up with me.
92. When and where were you the happiest? Either on the slopes or in my room.

[u]Part Seven: Beliefs and Opinions[/u]

93. Are you optimistic or pessimistic? I'm very optimistic.
94. What is your greatest fear? Living another day alone.
95. Have you told any one your fear before? Sure, I tell Ares all the time.
96. Who would be the one person you’d never tell your fear? Probably Nathan, cause I don't want him to think that he has to stay on my account.
97. What are your religious views? I think everything happens because of past events, not that there is any kind of fate or deity leading us.
98. What are your political views? I'm a libertarian.
99. What are your views on sex? I believe it's a way of showing loving affection.
100. Are you able to kill? Unfortunately, yes.
101. Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? I don't want to think that it's acceptable under any circumstance, but it is often necessary for survival.
102. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? I think anything that goes against someone's rights to life is evil. Rape, torture, murder.
103. Do you believe in the existence of soulmates and/or true love? No, though I do believe in romance and honest love.
104. What do you believe makes a successful life? Setting and accomplishing goals.
105. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings? (Meaning do you hide your true self from others and in what way?) I'm fairly honest, but I do hide things if they affect other people in a negative way.
106. Do you have any biases or prejudices? I'm fairly fearful of strangers these days, but with good reason.
107. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why? I won't kill anyone innocent, because it's just not in me to do.
108. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? (or go to extremes for?) I would probably die for Nathan. He's a good guy that deserves to keep on living.
109. What is your best feature, in your opinion? Physically I've been told it's my figure - long legs, full hips, and smile. I'd like to think it's my mind.
110. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any types that people should never do? Why or why not? Drugs should be used for medical purposes only, and alcohol is find in moderation. I've seen my share of abusers in my day.
111. What is your idea of perfect happiness? Living with someone I love, raising a family, and knowing everyone is safe.
112. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? Having to kill the only survivors I knew, even if they were going to hurt me.

[u]Part Eight: Likes and Dislikes[/u]

113. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? I love reading, painting, and skiing.
114. What is your most treasured possession? My familial home.
115. What is your favorite color? Why? I like purple and blue, because they're calming.
116. What is your least favorite color? Why? Probably orange, it's just very obnoxious.
117. What is your favorite food? Why? Chocolate ice cream and chicken potpie have always been my go-tos for comfort foods.
118. What is your least favorite food? Why? Anything weird like sheep's head or pickled pigs feet.
119. What is your favorite sound? Why? Falling rain, because it's nature's way of providing for us.
120. What is your least favorite sound? Why? Dying sounds people make, because so far it's meant I'm a killer.
121. What is your favorite smell/scent? Why? My dad's aftershave, because it brings me back to simpler, safer times.
122. What is your least favorite smell/scent? Why? Rotting flesh, that's a no brainer.
123. What, if anything, do you like to read? I'll read anything and everything, but I'm very fond of the classics like Pride and Prejudice.
124. What is your idea of good entertainment? Reading, maybe having drinks with close friends with a bonfire.
125. How do you spend a typical Saturday night? In my room reading.
126. What makes you laugh? Silly jokes, or my dog being a goofball.
127. What makes you laugh out loud, hysterically? Being tickled.
128. What makes you cry? Anything sad.
129. What makes you cry, hysterically? Having to kill someone.
130. What, if anything, shocks or offends you? I'm not easily offended, but brutality will shock me.
131. What would you do if you couldn’t sleep and had to find something to amuse yourself? I'd read, pet my dog, maybe watch outside for a bit.
132. How do you deal with stress? I handle it while the worst things happen, but afterwords, alone at night, I fall apart.
133. Are you spontaneous or do you always need to have a plan? I need a plan usually, but I have been known to do dumb things without thinking.
134. What are your pet peeves? Loud talkers, ignorant assholes, and when people chew annoyingly.
135. Where do you go when you’re angry or depressed? My bedroom.
136. What do you do when you’re bored? Read or paint.
137. What type of music do you like? Favorite bands or musicians?
138. What tape or CD hasn’t left your player since you bought it? Why?
139. What song is “your song”? Why? "It Doesn't Matter" by Alison Krause, because it's beautiful and haunting.
140. What is your favorite movie? Why? Pride and Prejudice.
141. What is your least favorite movie? Why? Twilight
142. What is your favorite stage play? Why? Anything by Shakespeare or Marlowe
143. What is your least favorite stage play? Why? Rent?
144. What is your favorite book? Why? I have way too many!
145. What is your least favorite book? Why? The Bible, because it's horribly flawed and has been a source of ignorance for years.
146. Who is your favorite author/writer? Why? Jane Austin, because her work is lovely.
147. Who is your least favorite author/writer? Why? Can't say I really have one.
148. What do you watch on Television? I used to watch comedies, like Friends.
149. What annoys you more than anything else? The inability to reach out to anyone else in the world.
150. What time of day is your favorite? Why? I like the mornings, because it means I survived to see another day.
151. What time of day is your least favorite? Why? The darker hours of the night, because that's when the horrible dreams come.
152. What kind of weather is your favorite? Why? I really do like falling snow and rain.
153. What kind of weather is your least favorite? Why? When it's so hot there's a drought.
154. What is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen? Snow-capped mountains.
155. What is the most awful thing you have ever seen? Infected zombie children.
156. What is your favorite drink? Why? White wine or a cold beer.
157. What is your least favorite drink? Why? Warm shandy. Ick.
158. What is your favorite animal? Why? I adore the hell out of my dog.
159. What is your least favorite animal? Why? Fish, they're very impersonal and tasty.
160. What sorts of things embarrass you? My gawky long legs, any time I say something without thinking, that one time I tried out for cheer squad and wore panties instead of spanks.

[u]Part Nine: Self Image[/u]

161. Describe a normal day for you. I'm up with the sun, usually, and I start getting to work. Breakfast, scavenging, playing with my dog, random chores around the house, lunch, chop wood, more chores, dinner, bath, book, bed.
162. How do you feel when your routine is disrupted? Like I'm in a surreal movie or something.
163. What is your greatest strength as a person? My ability to research and figure things out on my own.
164. What is your greatest weakness? Working with large groups.
165. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? I would be more comfortable in my own skin, perhaps more outgoing.
166. Are you generally introverted or extroverted? I'm definitely introverted.
167. Are you generally organized or messy? It's an organized mess, for what it's worth.
168. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at. I can cook, I can teach, and I can ski.
169. Name three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. I can't work with large groups, I am horrible at relationships, and I apparently am a target for marauder activity.
170. What are your reasons for being an adventurer or heroic? Are your real reasons different than the ones you tell other people in public? If so, detail both reasons. I just want to survive.
171. What three words best describe your personality? Quiet, educated, creative.
172. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Shy, awkward, nerdy.
173. What about you is heroic? I don't hesitate.
174. Are you a better lead or follower? Why? I'm a better follower or adviser, I think.
175. What is your responsibility to the world? Why? I think it's just to keep the bar safe until my parents come back.
176. What do you like about yourself? My ingenuity.
177. What don’t you like about yourself? My insecurities.
178. What do you find most relaxing? (not stress relief, but something that actually calms you down.) Whiskey, hot shower, and a book, or a long day out skiing.
179. What talent would you most like to have? To be able to go out and talk to anyone about anything.

[u]Part Ten: Occupation & Finance[/u]

180. What is your occupation? (If you don’t have one, where does your money come from?) I was a teacher and ski instructor, as well as a bartender, waitress, and cook.
181. Do you like your job? I loved to teach, and I didn't mind tending.
182. What is your boss/employer like? He was my dad, so he was great.
183. What are your co-workers like? They were all wonderful people - most of whom had worked with us so long, they were practically family.
184. Do you get along with your co-workers? Absolutely did.
185. Which co-workers don’t you get along with and why? There was always some cocky new vacationing kid that thought he was Tom Cruise from cocktail.
186. What is something you had to learn that you hated? I think hunting, because I really didn't like killing animals.
187. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why? I used to save it up for months, then splurge on books or an outfit when I was feeling down.
188. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money, what would you do with it? Probably hire people to find my parents and get them home safely.

[u]Part Eleven: Drug & Alcohol[/u]

189. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If yes, why? Do you want to quit? I drink on very rare occasions, but I don't smoke, and I save drugs for medicinal purposes only.
190. How old were you when you had your first drink? Did you like it? Why or why not? I was six, and my dad offered me a drink of warm shandy. Bleh. I didn't drink again until college.
191. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like? It was a frat party and I was 20. I sucked back a LOT of jello shots.
192. Do you drink on a regular basis? No.
193. What kind of alcohol do you prefer? White wine, good beer, maybe a couple sips of whiskey or scotch.
194. Have you ever tried any kind of “mood altering” substance? Which ones? Describe the experience. I had my wisdom teeth pulled, and that was messed up enough.

[u]Part Twelve: Sex & Intimacy[/u]

195. Have you ever been in love? What happened? I fell in love with my last boyfriend, but things got messy at the end.
196. Have you ever had your heart broken? Just the one time, but it's mended since.
197. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why? Straight. I've never really experimented, though I know I'm attracted to men.
198. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? Describe the experience. I was 22 and just graduated college. My boyfriend and I had been together for four months - having met at a holiday party. We rented a suite in Vale, skied all day, and then made love in front of the fireplace.
199. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Describe the experience. I kissed a girl on a dare in college.
200. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it? I actually want to try sex in the snow by a bonfire.
201. What was the wildest thing you have done, sexually? Describe the experience. We went to my ex-boyfriend's parents' place for the holidays once and had sex in the room next to theirs. It was a little embarrassing the next morning.
202. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice that can be considered non-standard? Why do you like it? I really like just making out. The slow, lovely intimacy of just kissing someone always gives me a rush.
203. Do you currently have a lover? Describe them, what you are attracted to, and what the relationship is like. We're not lovers - but I'm actually quite attracted to my new house mate, Nathan. He's a little intense, but there's just something about the way he talks to me sometimes that makes my heart flutter.
204. What is the perfect romantic date? Getting dressed up, having candle lit dinner, some dancing, maybe some poetry, then going stargazing before making love by the fire.
205. Describe your perfect partner. He would be smart, caring, compassionate, great with kids, and hell, looks amazing with his shirt off. Is that too much to ask?
206. Do you ever want to get married? When do you see this happening? I would love to get married, but it won't happen now with the apocalypse.
207. Do you want children? Why or why not? I've been wanting kids for a long time, though I don't see that happening now.
208. What is more important, sex or intimacy? Why? Intimacy.
209. What was your most recent romantic relationship like? Who was it with? It was with my ex in Denver. So far as Nathan goes, I'll keep you posted.
210. What’s the worst thing you’ve done to someone you love? Had a miscarriage and tried to hide it.

[u]Part Thirteen: Morality[/u]

211. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of? I ran back home instead of staying to strike out on my own.
212. What one act in your past are you most proud of? I've survived half a year on my own.
213. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won? A few but only during the outbreak. There have been raiders trying to get into my home.
214. What do you feel most strongly about? Probably staying alive, at this point, and also keeping Ares and Nathan alive as well.
215. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people? How great alcohol is. It's not.
216. What trait do you find most admirable and how often do you find it? I think compassion, though now it's very hard to come by.
217. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or arts? (i.e., sex, violence, etc). What and why or why not? No, I think everything should be shown and shared, though at proper times and in the right format.
218. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why or why not? I really want to, but no. I don't see a great future ahead.
219. Do you think redemption is possible? Why or why not? I really do. I've seen alcoholics become sober, and I've seen families mend.
220. Is there something you think is absolutely unforgivable? What is it? Rape, torture, and murder are probably my three biggest.
221. Is it okay for men to cry? Yes, why not?
222. Is it okay for you to cry? Yes, and I do.
223. What do you think is wrong with most people, overall? Right now, they're desperate to survive at all costs.
224. What is the worst thing you could ever do to someone you hated? Torture them.
225. Do you have feelings that disturb you? What and why? I do. I've had a couple secret, fantastical thoughts about Nathan, but it's likely because he's the first human in a very long time who wasn't out to kill me for my food.
226. On what occasions do you lie? If it serves to keep someone else safe.
227. Do you think it is okay to lie? Yes.

[u]Part Fourteen: Supernatural Awareness[/u]

228. Tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. I make a mean flapjack. It was a cold Sunday morning and my mom was sick, so I stepped up and helped out at the soup kitchen in her stead.
229. What do you think now of being supernatural? Is it cool or have you been screwed? Oh, I'm cool. I can make pancakes out of anything.
230. Do you have a mentor? Describe them and how you became their student. My mom was my mentor there.
231. Do you have any magical items? Where did you get them? No.
232. Think of a major event that happened during your training/initiation. Describe the experience. X
233. What is something you had to learn during your training that you hated? Why did you hate it? x
234. What is something you had to learn during your training that you loved? Why did you love it? x

[u]Part Fifteen: Goals and Future[/u]

235. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? I think just to see my parents again, or perhaps to watch society knit together once more.
236. Where do you see yourself in five years? Probably dead, as sad as that is. I know I'm living on borrowed time.
237. If you could choose, how would you want to die? I would want to go out saving someone else who was more worthy of living.
238. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. I would probably take a hot bubble bath, get married, and have the best sex of my life.
239. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? That I was kind to those who needed it.

[u]Part Sixteen: Misc.[/u]

240. If you could, what advice would you, the hero, give to the villain? Or If you could, why would you, the villain want the hero to be at your side or part of your team? I'd tell the fungus to fuck right off!
241. What was the worst injury you’ve ever received? How did it happen? I was in a car accident when a drunk driver crossed into my lane. I had a concussion, lots of bruising, and a miscarriage.
242. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish? I'm EXTREMELY ticklish! My sides, my feet, my neck.
243. What would you wish for if you ever found a genie? For the world to go back to the way it was before the outbreak.
244. If your house burned down, what one thing would you want to save? My dog Ares. Though my sanity is a close second. I don't think I would survive that.
245. Describe yourself sitting in your favorite spot. In my bedroom, curled up in bed with a good book, hot chocolate, and snow falling outside my window.
246. How do you go to sleep and how do you wake up? (position, routine, etc) I sleep curled up on my side, with one hand under the pillow, and the other around Ares.
247. What is a dream (during sleep) that you have often? I've had odd dreams about being pregnant, but never giving birth.
248. What is a day dream that you have often? I've dreamed of the ultimate ski hill, that just keeps on going with great powder and the perfect lighting.
249. If you were to die and come back as any person or thing, what or who would you want to be? I'd come back as a writer. While I can read through anything, I'm not so great with the words.
250. What is your motto? What is life without humanity?
251. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why? Right now, I'd go for a beach day or something just for a vacation, but otherwise, I wouldn't trade the mountains for anything.
252. What time period do you wish you could have lived in? Why? (This is not a chance to change history.) What appeals to you about this era? I think I would have liked the 1600s or 1700s, so long as I wasn't involved in a war, famine, or plague like there is now.
253. If you could go back to any point in history and change something, what would it be? I would have begged my parents to stay, and go to Canada with me.

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[u]Part One: The Basics[/u]

1. What is your name?
- William Hennessey
2. Do you have any nicknames? If you do, who gave it to you and why?
- Will, its short for my name
- Sergeant or Sergeant Hennessey, Army
- "Hey bum!" Everyone else because, well I'm a bum
3. How old are you now?
- 38 give or take, after 25 I never really cared to keep track
4. When were you born?
- June 6th 1981
5. Where do you call home now?
- Where ever I lay my sleeping bag down
6. To what social class do you belong?
- Homeless? That's what, lower middle class now a days?
7. What is your eye color?
- Brown
8. What is your hair color?
- Reddish brown
9. Do you have any distinguishing facial features?
- Look at my nose and tell me. Well, that and my beard.
10. Do you have any birthmarks? Where are they?
- Nope
11. Do you have any scars? How did you get them?
- Been shot, stabbed, mauled by a bear and blown up
12. Do you have any tattoos or other markings? How and why did you get them?
- No ink and no piercings
13. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
- none that I am aware of
14. Are you right or left handed?
- right hand and right eye dominate, left foot ironically
15. What does your voice sound like?
- A slight gravelly tone I guess, never really thought about it
16. How do you dress most of the time?
- My old DCU pants, a beat up wife beater and a hoodie if its chilly
17. How do you dress up?
- I haven't dressed up in a long time, back then I wore my class A's when needed
18. How do you dress down?
- Basically the same things I wear daily.
19. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
- I strip down to my underwear
20. Do you wear any jewelry?
- Just a single dog tag laced into my left boot
21. What words and/or phrases do you use frequently?
- Fuck, because,it is a highly versatile word
22. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics?
- My hands shake when I need a drink and I run my hand over my head alot
23. Do you have any bad habits? If so, what are they and how do you plan to get rid of them?
- I drink and I dip when I can get some, you don't really see a lot of AA meetings any more so I guess I just need to suck it up.
24. Do you have a lifelong dream or aspiration?
- Be a decent man, help others when I can, and maybe be a father if,I,can ever get my shit situated
25. Do you own a mount (or other form of transportation)? Why or why not? Describe it.
- One pair of feet and a good set of boots.
26. What is your current state of mind?
- Fucked?

[u]Part Two: Family[/u]

27. How close are you to your family?
- We lost contact years ago so not too close
28. Do you have a spouse or significant other? Describe them.
- I chased my fair share of tail but never settled down
29. Have you started your own family? Describe them if you do. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
- Not that I'm aware of, I've been thinking about settling down but now? Shit, that'll be the day.
30. Who was your Father and what was he like?
- Chief Petty Officer Richard Hennessey was a firm but fair man but he swore like a god damn sailor.
31. Who was your Mother and what was she like?
- Samantha Hennessey? She was sweet as hell and could cook a mean Salisbury steak.
32. Who are you closest to in your family?
- My mom,she really was a sweet heart.
33. Is there someone in your family you wish you were closer to?
- My family in general really.
34. What was your parent’s marriage like?
- It wasn't perfect like a Rockefeller painting but they made it work out.
35. Did they remain married? If not, how did that affect you? When did they split?
- If they're still alive, I'd be willing to bet they're still married today.
36. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
- No siblings
37. What is the worst thing one of your siblings ever did to you?
- N/A
38. What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to one of your siblings?
- N/A
39. When’s the last time you saw a member of your family? Where are they now?
- God damn, I think it was after I came back from the warrior transition unit after Iraq. If they where smart, they got the hell out of California before shit went sideways.
40. Did you meet any other family members? (Aunts Uncles, etc) Describe them.
- I got an uncle Thomas, my dads brother. He was a Sea Bee for something like 26 years, owned his own construction company back east somewhere.

[u]Part Three: Friends and Relationships with Others[/u]

41. In general, how do you treat other people that you have just met?
- Treat me with respect and I will do the same. Treat me like shit and I'll fucking destroy you.
42. Does your treatment of people change depending on how well you know them and if so how?
- I tailor my shit talking to their individual needs, other then that,I guess I open up a touch more if we got a connection.
43. Who is the most important person in your life and why?
- Satan and myself. Satan at least is honest while as God isn't doing a god damn thing about this mess we're in. Myself well, because at the end of the day you only have your self to blame or,praise for your deeds.
44. Who is the person you respect the most and why?
- Captain Fields, he was a hard ass but a good man. Knew just when to give you a hooah speech to light a fire under your ass and knew just when, and how, to insult you to motivate you to prove him wrong.
45. Who are your friends? Describe them.
- Not a whole lot of people now a days. Been on my own for a long time.
46. Do you have a best friend? Describe them.
- My right hand? Names Pamala Handerson, knows just how to treat me,after a long day.
47. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
- Dante or Captain Fields
48. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who and why?
- Dante and Captain Fields. We've been through hell togeather so I know we got each other's back.
49. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
- No one, that's the part that hurts the most when your alone with your own thoughts.
50. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
- God, why the fuck doesn't he do a damn thing about this hell?
51. Do you tend to argue with people or avoid conflict?
- Argue and throw punches; the American way of diplomacy
52. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
- Staff Sergeant, I know,how to lead a group...
53. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
- Hell no! Keep it small and tight. You know the group and their capabilities a lot better that way.
54. Do you care what others think of you?
- I look and smell homeless, you tell me if I give a damn,what you think
55. What habit do others have that annoys you the most?
- Repeating them selves, I fucking heard your ass the first time douche bag!
56. What is the most important quality you look for in a friend?
- Loyalty
57. What do you most value in your friends?
- Loyalty, understanding, and a good back bone.

[u]Part Four: Growing Up (Childhood)[/u]

58. Where were you born?
- Upland California, San Antonio Hospital room 12... Don't ask
59. Where did you grow up?
- Lets see, Ontario California, Idaho falls, Honolulu Hawaii, Kent Washington, Linchon Nebraska, Ontario California.... Then around 14 we stopped moving.
60. How would you describe your childhood in general?
- Fucked. Social Isolation, you get the idea.
61. What is your earliest memory?
- We got this black lab in Idaho, I was super excited because he was big enough for me to ride him like a horse. And I did before he ran and I fell off his back and tumbled down stairs, busted my arm in the process. Good times!
62. What is your fondest childhood memory?
- My dad took me to a navy ball, every one was laughing, joking, talking shit, and my dad gave me my first sip of beer. I think I was 9 at the time?
63. What is your worst childhood memory?
- Moving all the god damn time... Never made friends because of it.
64. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
- Never gave it much thought really. There was a summer where i was obsessed with cow boys though.
65. As a child, what were your favorite activities?
- Reading books in my Dimly lit room
66. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display?
- Social awkwardness, a slight speech impediment with the letter S, anti-social, the usual.
67. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
- Nope, social outcast, no friends and kept to myself...
68. As a child, what was your favorite toy?
- I had this really sweet pump action air rifle. Man I spent hours shooting soup cans with that thing.
69. As a child, what was your favorite game to play?
- I loved playing cards with my mom...

[u]Part Five: Growing Up (Teen/Young Adult)[/u]

70. How much schooling have you had?
- Got my GED at 19
71. Did you enjoy school?
- hell no!
72. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities?
- My dad, my uncle, the rangers and just fucking around with stuff.
73. While growing up, did you have any role models other than your parents? Describe them.
- Characters from the Sci-fi and Fantasy books I read. Reluctant heros, noble knights, space outlaws and soldiers.
74. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family?
- Dad was a hard ass so I disliked him as a kid, my mom was an absolute sweet heart though. Guess you could call me a mama's boy.
75. How old were you when you went on your first date? Describe the date.
- I was 18, we met at a party and it went god awful. She fucked me, she left and that was the last time I saw her.
76. What is your favorite memory from your teen years?
- Working on this little Fiat X 1/9 my dad picked up for me. Man I drove the shit outta that car.
77. What is your worst memory from your teen years?
- My first date, yeah I had a pretty uneventful life.
78. When and with whom was your first kiss?
- First date girl, I think her name was Samantha.
79. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?
- Nope! Lost my virginity at the ripe old age of 18. Terrible night, pretty sure she hate fucked me now that I think about it.
80. Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today.
- Parties, Drinking made me feel better so, I drink when I'm down.

[u]Part Six: Past Influences[/u]

81. What do you consider the most important even of your life so far?
- Ranger school, taught me to be a man, suck it up and embrace the suck.
82. Who has had the most influence on you?
- Honestly, Captain Fields...
83. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
- Graduation of Ranger School, man I felt un-fucking-touchable.
84. What is your greatest regret?
- I got a few, losing touch with my folks, not keeping a good eye on the roads in Iraq.
85. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
- I threatened a child's life to get his father to give me information... Not my proudest moment in Iraq.
86. Do you have a criminal record of any kind?
- My record states I like to drink.... A lot.
87. When was the time you were the most frightened?
- When our HMMWV was in mid air after thr blast, the only thought I had was "this is it"
88. What is the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you?
- I ran after a couple butt ass naked for about half a mile because they stole my bottle of booze... Yup so there's that.
89. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
- Warn myself about that IED, my boys didn't deserve to die like that.
90. What is your best memory?
- All the time spent with my boys in Iraq.
91. What is your worst memory?
- Seeing my three best friends, my god damn brothers dead not even three feet from me...
92. When and where were you the happiest?
- Sitting at the kitchen table with my mom playing cards, life was simple.

[u]Part Seven: Beliefs and Opinions[/u]

93. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?
- Realist, most of you call it pessimistic
94. What is your greatest fear?
- Being forgotten when I finally die
95. Have you told any one your fear before?
- No one... Ever. I prefer to keep it that way
96. Who would be the one person you’d never tell your fear?
- any one, its stupid and childish.
97. What are your religious views?
- FUCK god!
98. What are your political views?
- Republican, Pro choice... Think that covers it
99. What are your views on sex?
- Its great? No really, just keep it consensual and I won't slit your throat.
100. Are you able to kill?
- yes.
101. Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
- Kill or be killed: self explanatory
Defending others, protecting,your property and family... If you kill for the sake of killing, I'll kill you myself.
102. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
- Shit, that's a long list... Rape, abandoning those in need...
103. Do you believe in the existence of soul males and/or true love?
- Sure, why not, never experienced it but its nice to play make believe.
104. What do you believe makes a successful life?
- Dying with no regrets.
105. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings? (Meaning do you hide your true self from others and in what way?)
- My shit is my business, I don't need everyone knowing my business...
106. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
- Don't like middle eastern people much.
107. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why?
- Rape. Just its unacceptable under any condition
108. Who or what, if anything, would you die for? (or go to extremes for?)
- Friends, family, Brothers
109. What is your best feature, in your opinion?
- My loyalty.
110. What do you think of drugs and alcohol? Are there any types that people should never do? Why or why not?
- Never touched heroin, don't like,needles after all. I drink like a fish, any questions?
111. What is your idea of perfect happiness?
- Raising a family out in the boonies.
112. What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
- That moment when you contemplate suicide but figure what's the point.

[u]Part Eight: Likes and Dislikes[/u]

113. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
- Shooting and drinking!
114. What is your most treasured possession?
- My kentucky toothpick
115. What is your favorite color? Why?
- Blue, because god loves the infantry.
116. What is your least favorite color? Why?
- Orange,it just doesn't look right on most things.
117. What is your favorite food? Why?
- Corned beef hash, my mom made it every Sunday.
118. What is your least favorite food? Why?
- Calimari, the texture is just off.
119. What is your favorite sound? Why?
- Birds singing in the forest, just its peaceful
120. What is your least favorite sound? Why?
- the loudest noise in the world, a selector switch being turned in a quiet room
121. What is your favorite smell/scent? Why?
- Apple pie, its fucking delicious
122. What is your least favorite smell/scent? Why?
- Iraq, it smells like shit and garbage
123. What, if anything, do you like to read?
- Sci-fi and fantasy. It a easy to get lost in,those books.
124. What is your idea of good entertainment?
- Arguments,between friends, not the fist fight,kind though.
125. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
- Sleeping, drinking
126. What makes you laugh?
- a lot of things...
127. What makes you laugh out loud, hysterically?
- Thinking,about Jackson.
128. What makes you cry?
- thinking about Iraq.
129. What makes you cry, hysterically?
- Remembering my brothers in that HMMWV
130. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
- Not a lot really.
131. What would you do if you couldn’t sleep and had to find something to amuse yourself?
- Masturbate or try to,fix something.
132. How do you deal with stress?
- I drink
133. Are you spontaneous or do you always need to have a plan?
- Spontaneous as fuck, but occasionally I make plans
134. What are your pet peeves?
- a fucked up military uniform, show some god damn pride
135. Where do you go when you’re angry or depressed?
- The bar or to a bottle of something.
136. What do you do when you’re bored?
- Find something to do?
137. What type of music do you like? Favorite bands or musicians?
- Metal and rock. Slayer, Disturbed, Iron Maiden etc
138. What tape or CD hasn’t left your player since you bought it? Why?
- havnt had one in years.
139. What song is “your song”? Why?
- Ride the Lightning, Its just bad ass
140. What is your favorite movie? Why?
- Always been partial to the crow. Because it can't rain all the time
141. What is your least favorite movie? Why?
- Starship Troopers. It was nothing, Fucking nothing like the book
142. What is your favorite stage play? Why?
- Never been to a play
143. What is your least favorite stage play? Why?
- never been to a play
144. What is your favorite book? Why?
- Starship troopers, give it a read and tell me why I wouldn't like it
145. What is your least favorite book? Why?
- Anne Rice's sleeping beauty trilogy. I like BDSM and fetish stuff but seriously what the actual fuck was that?
146. Who is your favorite author/writer? Why?
- R. A. Salvatore, his books as just epic.
147. Who is your least favorite author/writer? Why?
- Can't think of anyone author just a few of an author's books I don't like.
148. What do you watch on Television?
- nothing now a days. But give me a good spaghetti western and I'm good.
149. What annoys you more than anything else?
- a fucked up uniform... I,will lose my shit if you wear a military uniform wrong.
150. What time of day is your favorite? Why?
- sun set, I dig the colors
151. What time of day is your least favorite? Why?
- sun rise, especially when you leave a bar. It's too damn bright
152. What kind of weather is your favorite? Why?
- that nice cool but overcast day, not too hot, not to bright
153. What kind of weather is your least favorite? Why?
- snow, I'm from California after all.
154. What is the most beautiful thing you have ever seen?
- MK19
155. What is the most awful thing you have ever seen?
- Aftermath of a MK19
156. What is your favorite drink? Why?
- Whiskey sour. Two of my favorite things, whiskey and sour!
157. What is your least favorite drink? Why?
- Anything green minus a shamrock shake. I just don't trust those yuppy with their weird grass infused bogus tea organic shakes with protein
158. What is your favorite animal? Why?
- Cats. Smart, Independent and vengeful
159. What is your least favorite animal? Why?
- Dogs, They have a tendency of killing my cats
160. What sorts of things embarrass you?
- Not a whole lot really, I'm fairly rude and crude.

[u]Part Nine: Self Image[/u]

161. Describe a normal day for you.
- Wake up, want to go back to sleep, deal with the day.
162. How do you feel when your routine is disrupted?
- Depends, good normally.
163. What is your greatest strength as a person?
- Loyalty
164. What is your greatest weakness?
- Booze, my mental health
165. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
- Can I DX my brain?
166. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
- A loud mouth introvert if that makes sence
167. Are you generally organized or messy?
- Organised
168. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at.
- Building shit, fixin' shit, shooting shit
169. Name three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
- Diplomacy, remembering certain details, forgetting others
170. What are your reasons for being an adventurer or heroic? Are your real reasons different than the ones you tell other people in public? If so, detail both reasons.
- keep moving to survive. Used to tell others the same thing.
171. What three words best describe your personality?
- Loud, Crude, Nice?
172. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
- Drunk, Smells, Crude?
173. What about you is heroic?
- I'm not really hero material. But I'll protect those I'm friends with
174. Are you a better lead or follower? Why?
- Leader, Staff Sergeant we covered this already didn't we?
175. What is your responsibility to the world? Why?
- Make it a little less fucked up for the next guys in line.
176. What do you like about yourself?
- My iron liver.
177. What don’t you like about yourself?
- My brain, it won't shut the hell up or it dumps things I need to remember
178. What do you find most relaxing? (not stress relief, but something that actually calms you down.)
- Listening to the birds in a forest
179. What talent would you most like to have?
- Uh, fixing things others take for junk.

[u]Part Ten: Occupation & Finance[/u]

180. What is your occupation? (If you don’t have one, where does your money come from?)
- Well, about that...
181. Do you like your job?
- sure?
182. What is your boss/employer like?
- self employed, boss can be a dick though
183. What are your co-workers like?
- Small one man crew, you know the types.
184. Do you get along with your co-workers?
- Occasionally, one guy has a bad drinking problem though
185. Which co-workers don’t you get along with and why?
- This loud mouth ranger cat, he reminds me way too much about my self
186. What is something you had to learn that you hated?
- yeah, trips down memory lane, they can turn ugly really fast
187. Do you tend to save or spend your money? Why?
- burn it, I got way too many things planned to do
188. If you were to gain an obscenely large sum of money, what would you do with it?
- Build a small self sufficient compound, heavily fortified of course.

[u]Part Eleven: Drug & Alcohol[/u]

189. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If yes, why? Do you want to quit?
- Smoking: only when I can bum one, that shit is expensive
- Drinking: like a damn fish! Been considering quitting but you don't see a lot,of AA groups now a days.
-Drugs: yeah I dabbled, weed is the only thing I,would consider doing now though.
190. How old were you when you had your first drink? Did you like it? Why or why not?
- 9 I think? Yeah I liked it because it had bubbles and made me feel funny.
191. How old were you when you first got drunk? What was the experience like?
- maybe thirteen? Man it was a mess, got into my dads liquor cabinet and found wild turkey... Loved it but I threw up all over my moms carpet, man was she passed....
192. Do you drink on a regular basis?
- hell-fucking-yeah but again, looking at quitting... Eventually
193. What kind of alcohol do you prefer?
- Wild Turkey, bourbon or whiskey
194. Have you ever tried any kind of “mood altering” substance? Which ones? Describe the experience.
- got my hands on some uppers, meth and a few other things. Stereotypical experiences realltly... Didn't like how it felt really.
[u]Part Twelve: Sex & Intimacy[/u]

195. Have you ever been in love? What happened?
- once or twice, a whole lotta flings though. Met a few girls who thought they,could deal with the army lifestyle.
196. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yeah, a few times. Shit sucks. Meet a girl, she stays a while then drains your bank account and pops smoke...
197. Would you consider yourself straight, gay, bi, or something else? Why?
- mostly straight? This one time.... You know what; what happens on deployment stays on deployment!
198. Who was the first person you had sex with? When did it happen? Describe the experience.
- This chick, Samantha I think her name was, went to the movies had dinner the whole nine yards. Things went sideways but she was already ready to go so I'm about 90% sure she hate fucked me that night...
199. Have you ever had a same-sex experience? Describe the experience.
- what happens on deployment stays on deployment...
200. What is your deepest, most well-hidden sexual fantasy? Would you ever try it?
-
201. What was the wildest thing you have done, sexually? Describe the experience.
- Public sex just sounds epic... Don't think I'd ever do it but it gets the mind going...
202. Is there any sexual activity that you enjoy and/or practice that can be considered non-standard? Why do you like it?
- Nah, just the standard stuff and maybe a bit of biting.
203. Do you currently have a lover? Describe them, what you are attracted to, and what the relationship is like.
- currently rocking the single lifestyle.
204. What is the perfect romantic date?
- Dinner, movie and a trip to the range...
205. Describe your perfect partner.
- Kind, a good set of hips and decent with a gun. I'm pretty simple really...
206. Do you ever want to get married? When do you see this happening?
- Sure, just after I get my shit situated
207. Do you want children? Why or why not?
- maybe one or two. Just to round out the whole American dream household...
208. What is more important, sex or intimacy? Why?
- I'd like intimacy but I'll never turn down meaningless sex. Its nice to wake up in the morning and smile at your significant other.
209. What was your most recent romantic relationship like? Who was it with?
- man, don't even ask because it was a drunken night where I'm pretty sure I don't wanna know the full details.
210. What’s the worth thing you’ve done to someone you love?
- introduced them to the army life style. It tends to destroy hopes and dreams...

[u]Part Thirteen: Morality[/u]

211. What one act in your past are you most ashamed of?
- we all have skeletons, But I can't really put my finger on the worst at the moment
212. What one act in your past are you most proud of?
- helped this pretty young thing I ran across in the woods, she had two fast as hell zombies on her ass.
213. Have you ever been in a physical fight before? Over what, with who, and who won?
- more then my fair share. Won most, lost a few... Mostly bar fights.
214. What do you feel most strongly about?
- no raping. Period. There are zero fucking excuses.
215. What do you pretend to feel strongly about, just to impress people?
- Nothing really, I don't really give a damn what most people think about me.
216. What trait do you find most admirable and how often do you find it?
- Loyalty. It's getting harder and harder to find.
217. Is there anything you think should not be incorporated into the media or arts? (i.e., sex, violence, etc). What and why or why not?
- No, just don't glorify violence and illegal activities.
218. Do you think the future is hopeful? Why or why not?
- Not really. Well, not immediately at least; it could be done but its a few verses the not-so-dead.
219. Do you think redemption is possible? Why or why not?
- I don't know man... Maybe? We're defined by our pasts but strive for a better tomorrow one way or another.
220. Is there something you think is absolutely unforgivable? What is it?
- Rape. When I hear about that shit it makes my blood boil and wanna go hunt down that son of a bitch.
221. Is it okay for men to cry?
- yes, times are rough enough without that bull shit, macho man stereotype.
222. Is it okay for you to cry?
- yeah...
223. What do you think is wrong with most people, overall?
- Most just don't give a damn about anything except survival. Someone needs to see the bigger picture.
224. What is the worst thing you could ever do to someone you hated?
- I got a few ideas involving a wooden chair, nails, a hammer, razor blades and salt...
225. Do you have feelings that disturb you? What and why?
- Disturb is an oddly specific word... Most of the time the answer is no.
226. On what occasions do you lie?
- I try not to honestly.
227. Do you think it is okay to lie?
- that is a huge grey area. Do you think its okay to tell your buddy he's going to die as he bleeds out?

[u]Part Fourteen: Supernatural Awareness[/u]

228. Tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities.
- what the hell are you talking about?
229. What do you think now of being supernatural? Is it cool or have you been screwed?
- again, what the actual fuck are you talking about buddy?
230. Do you have a mentor? Describe them and how you became their student.
- mentor, student are you high or something man?
231. Do you have any magical items? Where did you get them?
- bro, your starting to piss me off with all this woogy boogy bull shit.
232. Think of a major event that happened during your training/initiation. Describe the experience.
- If I ignore your ass will you shut the fuck up?
233. What is something you had to learn during your training that you hated? Why did you hate it?
- mention this shit one more time and and I swear to god...
234. What is something you had to learn during your training that you loved? Why did you love it?
- alright ass hole, its game time, stand the fuck up!

[u]Part Fifteen: Goals and Future[/u]

235. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime?
- find a good spot to build the compound.
236. Where do you see yourself in five years?
- not dead in a ditch hopefully
237. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
- knee deep in a pile of brass while the people I care about get away safely.
238. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left.
- Drink, FUCK, have one last cigarette
239. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death?
- My mouth probably, my kindness hopefully

[u]Part Sixteen: Misc.[/u]

240. If you could, what advice would you, the hero, give to the villain? Or If you could, why would you, the villain want the hero to be at your side or part of your team?
- ask him nicely to put a bullet in his skull and save me the trouble.
241. What was the worst injury you’ve ever received? How did it happen?
- I got blown up, IED in Iraq, next question
242. How ticklish are you? Where are you ticklish?
- my feet, I'll kick you in the mouth if you tried, out of reflex.
243. What would you wish for if you ever found a genie?
- my boys to still be alive, for me to get my issues resolved and for this he'll to end.
244. If your house burned down, what one thing would you want to save?
- my Kentucky toothpick
245. Describe yourself sitting in your favorite spot.
246. How do you go to sleep and how do you wake up? (position, routine, etc)
- on my back, beanie pulled over my eyes if its bright. I normally jolt awake in a sweat.
247. What is a dream (during sleep) that you have often?
- losing my boys to that son of a bitch terrorist.
248. What is a day dream that you have often?
- I try not to daydream, that turns sour real quick.
249. If you were to die and come back as any person or thing, what or who would you want to be?
- Marion Robert Morrison
250. What is your motto?
- by the numbers
251. If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be and why?
- somewhere with lots of trees and not too many people.
252. What time period do you wish you could have lived in? Why? (This is not a chance to change history.) What appeals to you about this era?
- never really paid attention in history class so I honestly can't answer. The cars in the 30s and 40s where pretty bitching though.
253. If you could go back to any point in history and change something, what would it be?
- the day my HMMWV was blown up. I'd like to make that not happen.

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